Psalm 37:4-6 - "Goodness of God"

God is so good to provide what we need. Yesterday was a perfect example of that. Due to circumstances at home Doug was unable to be with me for the funeral until those circumstances changed. I was so grateful when he walked into the church. It wasn't that I 'had' to have him there but it sure helps to have support in such times. He drove me to the cemetery which was another blessing as I was emotionally and physically drained. Afterward we had a nice lunch out, went back to the church to take care of things, home, and then after rest time we went back into town to walk. Another blessing God provided was the beautiful sunset. Just after we crossed over back onto the island the bridge shut-down. It was another blessing to be on 'our side' when that happened. I asked God to provide mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual strength yesterday and He did. I asked Him to use me to be there for the family and He did. I asked Him to bless my day and He did. He does not bless me because i am someone special. He blesses all who will accept His blessings. Some people are afraid to accept them. They think there are strings attached and God will demand something from them. That is not the way it is at all. He blesses us because He loves us. This morning before starting my day I was blessed with Doug holding me and praying over me. I was blessed while writing for him to bring me a cup of coffee. We had unexpected guests that we were blessed with coming to spend the night. I will be blessed as I make them breakfast before they continue on their way. Having their dog to love on was another blessing. We never know when blessings will show up. We need to look for them at all time. They are as much a part of our life as breathing when we accept them. I am praying today to be a day where I can be a blessing to all I have contact with. I desire to be a blessing as much as I can be for the Lord. This morning I have a song Toby Mac sings called "The Goodness" on my mind...

Ain't no doubt about You
Everywhere that I go
You keep showin' up
Lord, You make me wanna shout it, oh
You're the goodness in my life
And I'ma tell you my truth
They may come, they may go
You keep showin' up, sure do
Ain't no doubt about it
You are, You are the goodness in my life

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for the opportunity You gave me to love on the Daggett Family and the way You made it possible for Doug to be with me for part of the time! Thank You for John and April who stopped to spend the night with us! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray Your peace over many going through difficult days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Doug's sister Jackie; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Audrey; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friends; David; Damon; Dave and Carol with his treatments; and Dan. I pray for: the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; Debbie and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam! Lord, be so close to Praise Assembly Church with the sudden death of their pastor. Thank You for Mr. John being moved to rehab! Thank You for being My Goodness! Amen.  

Matthew 6:33-34 - "First Things First"

I woke up to the song "First Things First" going through my mind. This song is about putting God first in our life. It is something I strive to do daily but I know there are times I disappoint Him. There are times when the schedule becomes too full and I lose focus. There are times when I try to please others instead of allowing Him to tell me what to do. There are times I do things on my own strength instead of allowing Him to be glorified through difficult situations. There are times. Yes, there are times I fall short yet He still loves me. It is all because of His love, mercy, and grace I am where I am today. It is only because of Jesus' death and resurrection any of us are where we are today. I am so blessed by my relationship with Him. He is not only my Heavenly Father but my Best Friend and Confidant. He knows the hurts of my heart and loves me through them. He encourages me when I feel like I just want to give up. I love the way He speaks to me and the way I often feel His arms wrapped around me. This morning as Doug held me and prayed over me I felt God's presence in such a mighty way. The day ahead is full with calling hours and funeral. I so enjoyed my times talking with Mr. Daggett from time to time. I am thankful we talked about God so I know he believed. I am thankful God brought him into my life to share His love. I am thankful for the way God will use me today to be a beacon of light with his family. I am thankful for the physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual strength God will provide me throughout the day ahead. I am thankful for the nine hours of sleep He provided for me last night. I am thankful for these words that keep going through my mind...

First thing's first
I seek Your will
Not my own
Surrender all my wants to you
Keep the first thing first
To live Your truth
Walk Your ways
Set my eyes
Lord, I fix my face on you
All my desires reversed
To keep the first thing first

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for going before me and giving me physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual strength with the calling hours and funeral for Mr. Daggett! Thank You for Doug taking such good care of me! Cleanse me so You can fill me so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray I will keep Matthew 6:33-34 in my thoughts as I keep "First Things First" throughout the day. I pray Your peace over many going through difficult days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Doug's sister Jackie; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Audrey; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friends; David; Damon; Dave and Carol with his treatments; and Dan. I pray for: the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; Debbie and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam! Lord, be so close to Praise Assembly Church with the sudden death of their pastor. Thank You for being My Focus! Amen.  

Psalm 7:17 - "Yes I Will"

God woke me with the song "Yes, I Will" going through my mind. We all have 'good' days and 'tough' days. We also all have a choice to make on how we get through every day of life. We can choose to lean into God's strength and allow Him to be glorified through all situations or not. We can choose to give God open doors or the enemy open ones in our life. We can choose to adhere to Scripture and live out His love or not. The choices we make will determine how our days go. Today is a new day. It is full with activities. The first thing I asked when I woke up was for God to keep my focus. I prayed for a cleansing in my soul so people will see/hear Him through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I asked Him to be glorified in all I do and say. I am choosing God today. I am choosing Him to be over me in every way possible. I desire to live with Him in a way that will not only glorify Him but will be pleasing to Him. This week had some strange things happen. I started off not feeling well Monday and took a fall Tuesday. Today is busy with preparation for a funeral tomorrow. When things aren't normal, it seems like I feel off. I become more emotional than usual. Last night I had a hard time falling asleep because I could not stop thinking. I believe the reason God woke me with this song is because I needed reminded to praise Him. 

Yes I will, lift You high in the lowest valley
Yes I will, bless Your name
Oh, yes I will, sing for joy when my heart is heavy
For all my days, oh yes I will

I will praise Him throughout this day because He deserves my praise. I will praise Him for the 'good' and the 'tough' things ahead. Praising God is something many share with us over and over in Scripture. When I think of Paul being imprisoned and yet praising God, I am ashamed of myself when I allow little things in life to stifle my praise. When I think of David and all he went through with his enemies in his lifetime, I am ashamed of myself for allowing people to steal my joy when I feel like people are against me. When I think of Moses being in the wilderness, I am ashamed of myself for not trusting God more to provide what I need every day. Yesterday as Billy was putting in the walk-in shower I thought about four years ago when Doc bought all the pieces to do it knowing he was too weak to accomplish the task. I argued with him the day he bought the tile because I knew he wasn't able to do it. He was determined yet it was another project he was never able to complete. But he started it and through Doug's perseverance in checking off the 'honey do' list it is being done. I praise God for providing the materials Doc purchased and the insight and means Doug brought into my life. I praise Him for all God does for me. I am standing this morning on the knowledge I need to get better at praising Him no matter what.

Dear Jesus, Thank You for another day of life! Thank You for our Bible study last night and then the walk Doug and I took afterward! Cleanse me so You can fill me with more of You. May people see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray many going through difficult days will find reasons to praise You today. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Doug's sister Jackie; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Audrey; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friends; David; Damon; Dave and Carol with his treatments; and Dan. I pray for: the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; Debbie and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam! Lord, be so close to Praise Assembly Church with the sudden death of their pastor. Thank You for being My Praise Maker! Amen.  

Philippians 4:13 - "There Was Jesus"

Yesterday as I sat with the residents of Marion's facility and watched them enjoy the singing group I was sad my Momma missed out on such things. She would have had such enjoyable months instead of lonely ones for her last months if she would have gone sooner to the nursing home. But I know she lived as she wanted with keeping her house until the last possible time. I also know I can't make time go back. Many of the residents no longer have their memory but they were still singing out many of the lyrics to the songs. I am thankful God gave me that blessing in my day. I am grateful He knows what I need and provides. Even though there was sadness as I thought about my Momma there was also gladness in knowing she is singing her heart out in heaven beside my Daddy. I have such fond memories of Sunday afternoon drives when we all three would sing song after song. The one song had sadness in it yet it was one of my favorites because they would sing parts with it. I have never found the song anywhere but it is in my memories. It went something like...'Oh, I am sad and lonely since mother went away and I again shall meet her when dawn's another day. She waits (she waits) for me in heaven (up in heaven) 'til I on earth shall sadly roam. And I (yes I) again shall meet her (over yonder) when Jesus calls me home (sweetly home).' I am so thankful for the memories with my Daddy and Momma. I sat there yesterday thinking about if/when I lose my memory. Thankfully, most people who do don't even realize it. I'm so thankful both my Daddy and my Momma kept their memory for the most part. Momma was struggling with short-term memory when she left this earth but she could still carry on a conversation with little issues. I also am thankful for the last conversation they two of them had before he took his last breath on this earth. That was a gift God gave my Momma. They were there for each other for sixty-six plus years. They went through many deaths of family members including my sister being murdered and the loss of their parents. They made many memories over the years. God blessed them in abundance and continues to bless me as I miss them so much. He reminded me this morning to stand upon Philippians 4:13 in His strength. That means not only physical strength as I've leaned into this week with Monday feeling under the weather and then falling yesterday but also His mental, emotional, financial, relational and most importantly spiritual strength. Raining weather makes me emotional. I miss not being out in nature but am thankful for the breaks in rain when I can be out. It's ironic God has "There Was Jesus" going through my mind this morning. Dolly Parton was one of my Daddy's favorite singers and she sings this one with Zach Williams. This song speaks of how my Momma and Daddy lived with Jesus in their life. In their darkest days, they leaned upon Him. In their brightest days, they leaned upon Him. Their example of living with Jesus is one I strive to accomplish myself.

In the waiting, in the searching
In the healing, in the hurting
Like a blessing buried in the broken pieces
Every minute, every moment
Where I've been or where I'm going
Even when I didn't know it
Or couldn't see it
There was Jesus

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for the blessing of my Daddy and Momma who lived a great life and taught me so much on how to live for You! Thank You for Doug who takes care of me so well! Cleanse me so You can fill me so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray Your empowerment over many going through difficult days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Doug's sister Jackie; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Audrey; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friends; David; Damon; Dave and Carol with his treatments; and Dan. I pray for: the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; Debbie and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam! Lord, be so close to Praise Assembly Church with the sudden death of their pastor. Thank You for being My Empowerment! Amen.  

Psalm 23 - "The More I Seek You"

I was thinking about Psalm 23 this morning as I plan another funeral sermon. This Psalm is one used frequently at funerals yet is appropriate for life. We must look to the Lord as our Shepherd and allow Him to guide us through the ups and downs of life. When we live in His presence, we will experience His blessings in abundance in so many ways. The more we seek to live a Christ-like life the more we will realize what He desires of us. The relationship we read between David and God in the beginning of this Psalm is enlightening. When we think about David's life and the way he leaned into the Lord, we see an example to learn from. David wrote this Psalm from personal experience because he too was a shepherd. David knew that he had received God's lavish care all his life. The Shepherd fed David in peaceful green pastures. He refreshed him with cool water from a quiet stream. God provided so well for him that he lacked nothing. He was satisfied because David knew the Lord. David called the Lord, My Shepherd. David knew his Shepherd well and the Lord knew David too. David's example of relationship with the Lord is what I desire. I want to draw closer to Him. I have the song, "The More I Seek You" going through my mind as I read Psalm 23. I want to be more intentional in being in God's presence and experiencing what He has for me.

I want to sit at your feet
Drink from the cup in your hand
Lay back against you and breathe, feel your heart beat
This love is so deep, its more than I can stand
I melt in your peace, its overwhelming

I love the word picture this song gives. Sitting at Jesus' feet is something we can do metaphorically until we are in heaven with Him. I love sitting at the beach listening to the waves with the sun shining down upon me and have conversations with Him. I shared in Sunday's sermon how there are times Doug and I are on our morning walk and I ask him for some quiet time so I can be alone with God. Being out in nature is where I connect with God the most. 

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday with all that Doug, Billy, and the plumber accomplished around the house! Thank You for the rest I received as I was not feeling the best! Thank You for Doug burying Mordecei's ashes and for our neighbor who gave us the cross/flag stone for the flower garden! It is so appropriate to have it as a memorial for Doc. Cleanse me so You can fill me so people hear/see You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray Your empowerment over many going through difficult days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Doug's sister Jackie; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Audrey; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friends; David; Damon; Dave and Carol with his treatments; and Dan. I pray for: the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; Debbie and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam! Lord, be so close to Praise Assembly Church with the sudden death of their pastor. Thank You for being My Shepherd! Amen.  

Psalm 41; Romans 8; John 20 = "Every Hour"

God took me to Psalm 41 this morning. I asked Him why He often takes me to the book of Psalm and He said, "Daughter, you can learn much about my love, mercy, and grace from David's writings. David was strong not only physically but spiritually." I pondered upon His words and thought about the life of David. He was known for His mental, emotional, and physical strength by stories such as standing up against Goliath. We picture him having strength as he grew up being a shepherd boy into a warrior. We read of his bravery through out the book of I Samuel. When I think of David, thoughts of bravery and faithfulness come to mind. He was an ordinary person who all can learn from. We see his sins committed such as with Bathsheba in II Samual 11. We also see the way God still loved him no matter what he did. God desires to pour out His love, mercy, and grace upon all. He desires to love us through times when we are struggling. In yesterday's sermon I talked about Doubting Thomas' words to Jesus in John 20:28. He called Him, ...my Lord, my God! Those are the words God wants to hear from all. David acknowledges God as His God in Psalm 140:6. He uses this phrase in Psalm 31:14 among others verses throughout his writing. Acknowledging God as his God showed David trusted God. It showed he loved Him even with all he had gone through with Him. Physical and emotional pain, sin, rejected and tormented by his enemies...the list goes on and on yet David still leaned into God. Paul wrote in the book of Romans about how to be victorious over such things as David went through. He wrote about how God works for our good in Romans 8:28-30. He wrote of how we, as believers, can be victorious over anything that comes our way in life in Romans 8:37. Romans 8:31b is one we all need to remember no matter what is happening in our life.  If God is for us, who can be against us? Sometimes life is overwhelming is both 'good' and 'bad' ways. Sometimes we may feel like the whole world is against us. Sometimes we may not know what to do or say. Thankfully, God is with us all of those 'sometimes' ready to love us through them. Yes there will be doubts from time to time. Yes there will be times we want to throw up our hands and quit but that is not what God desires of any of us. He desires us to lean into His strength and allow the Holy Spirit to empower us through every moment of every day. I am reminded of a song David Leonard sings called, "Every Hour" and blessed to know God is with me 24/7 as I live in His presence.

Every hour
Of every day
Oh, I need You Lord
And that will never change
And every moment
In every way
Oh, I need You Lord
And that will never change

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday with my church family with Sunday School, Worship, and lunch! Thank You for the rest You provided for Doug and I and then our time out in the beauty of Your creation! Cleanse me so You can fill me so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray Your peace over the Daggett family with their loss. I also pray for strength for Mr. John and his family as they go through these difficult days. May all lean into Your strength. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Doug's sister Jackie; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Audrey; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friends; David; Damon; Dave and Carol with his treatments; and Dan. I pray for: the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; Debbie and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam! Lord, be so close to Praise Assembly Church with the sudden death of their pastor. Thank You for being My Lord, My God! Amen.  

I Corinthians 12:12-13 - "If We Are The Body"

Before falling asleep last night and again this morning I prayed for pastors. I prayed specifically for those filling in as interim pastors. So many times there is hurt involved when a pastor leaves. I prayed for the interim pastors to love the congregations with God's love. When a pastor dies and leaves a spouse, the interim pastor not only can be instrumental in the grieving process with the congregation but also with the spouse. The most important thing to remember in such situations is to love with God's love as He directs. I prayed for pastors of children, teens, senior adults, and music who may not be in a pulpit this morning yet will have an impact of souls. I prayed for all of us preaching today to present what God desires. I prayed all would be open to the Holy Spirit's prompting if changes were to be made. My prayers also go out for pastor's spouses to be supportive. So many times the spouse is the one who receives little recognition for their part in a ministry but being the support person for the pastor is huge. I am thankful for Doug's support not only verbally as he encourages me but for all the 'little' jobs he does around the church I use to do. His support has enabled me to focus more on the people aspect of ministry. Emptying the trash, sweeping, etc. can be part of ministry and is much needed but when those tasks are relieved from the pastor it gives them more time for people. I am grateful for workers in the church who do the bulletin, take care of the finances, usher, do yard work, bring food for meals, etc. Without them the pastor would be in trouble. God brings together people in a church family with all sorts of gifts, talents, desires, etc. He brings them altogether to further His Kingdom. The church is not about us as a local church but rather about a body of believers put together to share God's love not only with one another but in their little world. I am so blessed to be the pastor of the Beaufort Church of the Nazarene and look forward to the days ahead where we will continue to 'Move Forward' as God has been teaching us over this last year. I am reminded this morning of the song, "If We Are The Body" and praying for not only my little church but all churches to get better at being the body of Christ.

But if we are the body
Why aren't his arms reaching?
Why aren't his hands healing?
Why aren't his words teaching?
And if we are the body
Why aren't his feet going?
Why is his love not showing them there is a way?
There is a way

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the wonderful day Doug and I had yesterday with going to the farmer's market, Dempsey Farms, the car show, dinner, and the downtown music at Port Royal! Thank You for the beautiful weather and friends we saw throughout the day! Cleanse me so You can fill me so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray not only for myself but all pastors to love with Your love today. I pray for those in services to feel that love. I pray Your peace over many going through difficult days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Doug's sister Jackie; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Audrey; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friends; David; Damon; Dave and Carol with his treatments; and Dan. I pray for: the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; Debbie and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam! Thank You for being My Body Builder! Amen.  

Psalm 37:4 - "Hold On"

When I was a little girl and asked what I wanted to be when I grew up, my response was 'a Mommy.' I wanted three boys and three girls and at one time even had names picked out. Some were from the Gerber baby food commercials which I would daydream about having cute babies like them. I grew up, got married, and had two boys. After marrying Doc I received a bonus son so my three boys were complete. Their wives brought my dream of having three girls complete. When they added grand-babies to the picture, I was in heaven. Today is September 23 which is noted for three big life events for me. One is the first day of fall which is my favorite season. In Ohio it was my favorite season because of the beauty of the leaves changing. I love the temperatures both In Ohio and South Carolina during this season. The second thing is today Doc and I would be celebrating our thirty-fourth anniversary. His last anniversary on earth we went out and celebrated knowing he didn't have much longer with me. He made it almost another year before God called him home. I will never forget a conversation we had that night and many times over the course of the next few months. He told me I had to promise him I would remarry someone who would take care of me. He was worried about me being alone with the MS and if my cancer returned. I jokingly told him I would never have another husband but we both knew I am not one to live alone. Five months ago today Doug and I were married. He has so many of the same qualities of Doc who had so many of the same qualities of my Daddy. He cares for me well and shows his love to me in so many ways. I believe if Doc were able to see us he would be pleased. My Daddy always told me he was happy I had Doc in my life to take care of me and I believe if he could see me now he would also be pleased. I strive to please my Heavenly Daddy every day. I know I fall short at times and am thankful He forgives and forgets and continues loving me. I am grateful for the blessings He pours down on me every day. When we recently went to Ohio, I asked Doug if we could go to church at Willard Nazarene that Sunday. We drove through town and I showed him the parsonage, the hospital where I was Medical Chaplain, etc. This tree in this picture was one I could see from the house. It has not yet changed to be as beautiful as it will be but God blessed me in abundance with its color. For many people fall is not their favorite because winter is coming. That statement in Ohio means something totally different than here in South Carolina. Fall is full of hurt with many deaths. My sister was murdered in October 1972 which made my Daddy so depressed when the calendar changed to October. Doc, Mr. Fran, Mordecei, and Grammy died in 2020 in the span of two months. I am thankful for the way God encouraged me through such days. I also am thankful for promises found in His Word such as Psalm 37:4. I also am thankful for songs like "Hold On" that Katy Nicole sings for times when there is so much darkness in life...

Hold on just a little bit longer
I know it's gonna be okay
These days are gonna make you stronger 
You'll find purpose in the pain
Hold on just a little bit longer 
Deep down there's a well of faith
Let hope arise as you're lifting up my name
And just hold on
Just hold on, hold on

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday with lunch with some of my church ladies to celebrate Leslie's birthday! Thank You for Doug working so hard on not only our yard but the church yard! Cleanse me so You can fill me so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray for those going through difficult days to see You as their Light. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Doug's sister Jackie; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Audrey; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friends; David; Damon; Dave and Carol with his treatments; and Dan. I pray for: the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; Debbie and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam! Thank You for being My Light! Amen.  

Psalm 83; II Chronicles 20:15b - "Battle Belongs"

God took me to Psalm 83 this morning. This writing of David reminds me of people in my life who blatantly do not want anything to do with God. Some believe there is a God but just not for them. Others don't even believe God exists. Some people believe there is a heaven and a hell while others do not. Last night as we were falling asleep Doug asked me about purgatory. Some believe there is such a place and others do not. Sometimes the questions I'm asked are ones I use to say, 'That's a Pastor Doc question.' When I do not know the answer to such questions, I study the subject and ask God to give me revelation. Being in His Word is imperative if we desire to grow in our faith. I have a lot of thoughts as I read Psalm 83. First of all, it is about enemies. When I pray for my enemies I pray for their spiritual souls. Sometimes I do as David wrote and ask God to make them miserable. Doc use to pray for people, 'make their food taste terrible and their bed hard' so they would realize they need Jesus in their life. We all must get to the end of ourselves before we will fully realize how much we need the Lord in our life. I believe God puts enemies in our life to strengthen our faith. He can use something 'bad' for something 'good'! Matthew Henry wrote of Psalm 83:

God's triumphs over his enemies, clearly prove that he is, according to his name JEHOVAH, an almighty Being, who has all power and perfection in himself. May we fear his wrath, and yield ourselves to be his willing servants. And let us seek deliverance by the destruction of our fleshly lusts, which war against the soul.

We must not see our enemies as 'obstacles' in life but instead see them as 'opportunities' to grow in our faith. We must not give up praying for our enemies but instead pray for them more fervently than ever before. I am reminded of the song "Battle Belongs"...

So when I fight, I'll fight on my knees
With my hands lifted high
Oh God, the battle belongs to You
And every fear I lay at Your feet
I'll sing through the night
Oh God, the battle belongs to You

Yes! When we get pounded by our enemies, God is there to give us His strength to stand firm in our faith. He is there to give us His wisdom on saying the 'right' words or doing the 'right' thing. He even gives us peace in the midst of the turmoil as we deal with the antics of the ones against us. He knows what we are going through. David's request in verse eighteen needs to be our request too. Let them know that you, whose name is the Lord—that you alone are the Most High over all the earth. 

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday for Doug and I and the ones ahead today! Thank You for Your nature that speaks to both of us so much! Thank You for Psalm 83 which reminds us to not quit praying for enemies and the song "Battle Belongs" which remind us to stay near to You as we fight battles! Cleanse me so You can fill me so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. Thank You for the opportunity to pray over the little doggy with a seizure yesterday and for the impact it made on her owner! I pray Your peace over many going through difficult days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Doug's sister Jackie; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Audrey; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friends; David; Damon; Dave and Carol with his treatments; and Dan. I pray for: the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; Debbie and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam! Thank You for being My Enemy Slayer! Amen.  

I Peter 5:7 - "Desert Road"

Hurts of the heart are sometimes harder than the ones of the body. When we go through physical issues, there are doctors to go see. When we go through emotional and relational issues, there are counselors to see but at the end of the day they do not take away the hurt. They guide us on how to deal with them. It is easy for people to say, 'I know how you feel...' yet they don't. Even if they have gone through something similar everyone's situation is different. I see people struggling and want to help but there is nothing I can do to change their situation. I can and do pray for them to have God's peace and wisdom. I pray for them to not allow the enemy to creep into their life. I must remember prayer is not the only thing I can do for them but it's the best thing. Another thing I can do is speak Scripture over them. Whether I do it in person or not does not matter. I know myself when I am struggling with life His Word empowers me to get through 'tough' times. His Word also gives me direction and clarity. I love how God brings me Scripture and a song each morning to start my day. Yesterday as Doug and I walked on the Spanish Moss Trail we saw all kind of beauty in God's creation. Turtles, birds, egrets, flowers, trees, the marsh, etc. God puts things before us to remind us of His love. When I see a bird, I am reminded of Jesus' words in Matthew 10 of His care for them. When I see the water in the marsh, I am reminded of the way God created the water and land. When I see wild flowers growing, I am reminded of Jesus' words in Matthew 6. His Word has something for every situation. We are reminded I Peter 5:7 to give all of our cares to God. Sometimes we give them to Him but we pick them back up and carry them with us. It seems like there are times we even enjoy being miserable with the way we refuse to allow Him to heal the hurts of our heart. This morning I am praying for one grieving who has not found God's peace with their loss. I also am praying for one seeking His direction yet continuing to make bad choices. God cares for all of us and He does not desire for anyone to be miserable. I'm praying for all to realize the words to a song Casting Crowns sings called "Desert Road"...

You got my attention now
I was doin' the talkin', but now I'm listenin'
This is where my hope is found
Knowin' life is hard, but You're still with me
I'm not out here on my own
You are close to the broken-hearted
'Cause You've already walked this road
And You're gonna finish what You started
I don't know where this is goin'
But I know who holds my hand
It's not the path I would've chosen
But I'll follow You to the end
Lord, as long as I am breathin'
I will make Your glory known
Even if it means I'm walkin' on this desert road

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the walk Doug and I had on Spanish Moss Trail yesterday! Cleanse me so You can fill me so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray for many going through difficult days to stand upon I Peter 5:7. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Doug's sister Jackie; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friends; David; Damon; Dave and Carol with his treatments; and Dan. I pray for: the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; Debbie and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam! Thank You for being My Caretaker! Amen.  

Psalm 29 - "Praise You In This Storm"

God took me to Psalm 29 this morning. David's writing about praising God for everything is something I strive to do yet i know in my humanness I fall short. Yesterday as I read Psalm 19 David told us in verse one, The heavens declare the glory of God; the skies proclaim the work of his hands. Take any part of creation and put it under a microscope and you can see the complexity and enormity of it. You can see the intricacy and be overwhelmed by it. In my studies yesterday, I read about how creation is anything but silent. That statement made me think about how God uses His creation to speak to me. He uses His Word to speak to me and people to speak to me. David wrote in Psalm 29 of God's voice in all of creation. He spoke of the importance of praising and worshiping Him. I read Matthew Henry's thoughts on this Psalm and was a bit perplexed. His mind went a different direction than mine did. But one thing that aligned with my thinking was God's Word is more powerful than any storm in life. When we seek God's will through the storms of life, He is there to take care of us. 

If we have heard God's voice, and have fled for refuge to the hope set before us, let us remember that children need not fear their Father's voice, when he speaks in anger to his enemies. While those tremble who are without shelter, let those who abide in his appointed refuge bless him for their security, looking forward to the day of judgment without dismay, safe as Noah in the ark.

The last verse of Psalm 29 is of great encouragement to all who are in relationship with Him. Strength and peace are given to us by our Heavenly Father as we allow Him to be our storm calmer. I am reminded this morning of the song "Praise You In This Storm" as I pray for many going through storms in life...

And I'll praise you in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For you are who you are
No matter where I am
And every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise you in this storm

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the accomplishments Doug and I had yesterday and my visit with Marion! Cleanse me so You can fill me so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts! I pray for those going through storms in life to receive Your peace and strength as Psalm 29 promises so they can "Praise You In This Storm" as Casting Crowns sings. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Doug's sister Jackie; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friends; David; Damon; Dave and Carol with his treatments; and Dan. I pray for: the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; Debbie and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam! Thank You for being My Storm Calmer! Amen.  

Psalm 19 - "Word of God Speak"

When Carol Goodwin prayed and anointed me Sunday for my mammogram, she made mention of this being just a 'bump in the road.' As I walked by the water and prayed before going in for it I asked God to not let it be a 'pothole.' He answered that prayer in the manner I hoped. You would think after seven years I would not get so antsy over it but I do. I am so thankful for God being Who He is in my life and for the way He puts up with my emotions. Although, since He is the One who created me I can blame Him. LOL Last night we celebrated with dinner out at a restaurant we had never gone to and then went to Pigeon Point to watch sunset. This morning I was reminded of the words of David in Psalm 19 so I read it in different versions. David begins in verse one, The heavens declare the glory of God; the skies proclaim the work of his hands. I reflected on God's glory as we watched the sunset. It was so pretty. It was one of the many gifts God gave me yesterday. I basked in it's beauty and once again thanked Him for the day. Another of the gifts given was Sunday's sermon He crafted and then this morning through these words completed it. Woo hoo, God! Verses seven through ten speak of God's Word is exactly what we need. Matthew Henry writes of these verses:

The Holy Scripture is of much greater benefit to us than day or night, than the air we breathe, or the light of the sun. To recover man out of his fallen state, there is need of the word of God. The word translated "law," may be rendered doctrine, and be understood as meaning all that teaches us true religion. The statues of the Lord are right, just as they should be; and, because they are right, they rejoice the heart. The commandments of the Lord are pure, holy, just, and good. By them we discover our need of a Saviour; and then learn how to adorn his gospel. They are the means which the Holy Spirit uses in enlightening the eyes; they bring us to a sight and sense of our sin and misery, and direct us in the way of duty. The fear of the Lord, that is, true religion and godliness, is clean, it will cleanse our way; and it endureth for ever. The ceremonial law is long since done away, but the law concerning the fear of God is ever the same. The judgments of the Lord, his precepts, are true; they are righteous, and they are so altogether; there is no unrighteousness in any of them. Gold is only for the body, and the concerns of time; but grace is for the soul, and the concerns of eternity. The word of God, received by faith, is more precious than gold; it is sweet to the soul, sweeter than honey. The pleasure of sense soon surfeit, yet never satisfy; but those of religion are substantial and satisfying; there is no danger of excess.

I am reminded this morning of the song "Word of God Speak" and feeling very blessed to have His Word. Many people don't have His Word as we do. I look at my shelf and see so many Bibles and think of those who don't even have one. It saddens me. When someone comes into relationship with God, I make sure they have their own Bible. Some believers don't pick up their Bibles except for on Sunday. It needs opened every day so God can speak through it. There is nothing better than to see someone carrying a worn Bible. That always puts a smile on my face. 

Word of God speak
Would You pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
To be still and know
That You're in this place
Please let me stay and rest
In Your holiness 
Word of God speak

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday with a 'clean' mammogram, Billy helping Doug with projects, and our time of celebration last night! Thank You for being with Dave and Carol as they travel back to Ohio and David and Loretta as they travel back to New Jersey! Cleanse me so You can fill me so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray I will fulfill Psalm 19:14 throughout today. I pray Your strength over many going through difficult days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Doug's sister Jackie; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friends; David; Damon; Dave and Carol with his treatments; and Dan. I pray for: the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; Debbie and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam! Thank You for being My Rock! Amen.  

Psalm 71 - "I Am Yours"

Yesterday was another blessed day from the Lord. Sunday School, Morning Worship with my church family followed by lunch afterward, and rest. Receiving an email from one saying they enjoyed the day at church so much put a smile on my face. This morning I awoke early and started thinking about many things ahead in the week. The Lord stopped me and told me to read Psalm 71. I read it in different versions and love verse five in The Passion Translation. O Lord, you alone are my hope; I’ve trusted you from childhood. Yesterday Doug was asking me questions from his Sunday School lesson. One was about what point did we first realize God's love. My reply was I always knew of it because of the way my parents raised me. I lived in a Christian home where morals were important, God was trusted, faith went deep, and His love flowed in and out of us. Verse six of this chapter reads, Yes, you have been with me from birth and have helped me constantly--no wonder I am always praising You! My parents taught me to always praise God no matter what the circumstances. I praise God for Carol Goodwin who anointed and prayed over me for peace for today's mammogram. I praise God for people who not only say they love God but allow God to work in and through them. Yesterday's sermon was 'Moving Forward In God's Presence.' That is exactly what He desires of all of us. We must not only believe in Him but we must have the Holy Spirit alive in us if we truly desire to live in His presence. I read from John fourteen about how God gives us the gift of the Holy Spirit when we accept it. The result of this gift is perfect peace in Him. This morning as I am counting down the hours until my mammogram I am determined to be more intentional in allowing the Holy Spirit to be my strength and peace. I will stand on the promises found in God's Word knowing He is with me and already knows the results. A song Lauren Daigle sings is on my mind this morning...

Let the waters rise
I will stand as the oceans roar
Let the earth shake beneath me
Let the mountains fall
You are God over the storm
And I am Yours

I am Yours...yes! That is all I need to remember. Nothing is too big for God. He knows the outcome of today's test. Nothing will surprise Him. I will praise Him in these hours as I wait and I will praise Him no matter the results. 

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the words of Psalm 71 which encourage me to continue to trust You! Thank You for Doug's Sunday School class going well yesterday with the change of curriculum! Thank You for these next hours as I await my mammogram appointment! Cleanse me so You can fill me so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray Your perfect peace over many going through difficult days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Doug's sister Jackie; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a husband/father separated from his wife; Mary Lilley; Brooklyn; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friends; David; Damon; Dave and Carol with his treatments; and Dan. I pray for: the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; Debbie and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam! I pray You will surround Susan and her family with people who will love on them with Your love during these tough days. Thank You for being My Mighty Protector! Amen.