I Peter 2:9; Psalm 150:6 - "Let Everything That Has Breath"

Yesterday was another glorious Sunday. Children's Sunday School, Morning Worship with communion, Lunch followed by everyone working together to pack fifty Samaritan's Purse shoeboxes, two hour nap, walk in the historic district and Cypress Wetlands, ice cream, and a walk at the Sands. Woo hoo! Our "Christmas In July" was a true celebration with it being the vision God gave me with a few tweaks. In the service we celebrated with communion and I shared how we can celebrate our missionaries over the next few months. The sermon was how we need to celebrate ourselves based on the words of I Peter 2:9. We are chosen...a royal priesthood...God's special possession. That gives us four reasons we need to celebrate ourselves. We are acceptable, valuable, capable, and forgivable. Woo hoo! God loves us so much and so many times we sell ourselves short. When we put ourselves down, we are putting God down because He created us. Instead we need to do as Peter says by praising Him. I was exhausted when we left the church to come home. There was so much energy put into the day. Physical and mental energy was given in not only the preaching aspect of the day but also with the packing of shoeboxes. When I found out Friday I would be preaching, I prayed and asked God to reveal to me what to preach. I looked over a few sermons I have starts on but nothing seemed to be what He wanted for yesterday. Friday night He gave me what He wanted and I felt so blessed. There was very little 'panic' involved in the process which made me know I was truly preparing what He desired. I am so grateful to be in relationship with God where I not only hear His voice but have the desire to follow His direction. As we walked in the historic district we looked at such beauty in God's creation. Then when we walked at Cypress Wetlands we saw so many turtles and birds that remind us God makes many creatures and all have a purpose. We all have a purpose for being on this earth but we also all have the purpose to praise Him as long as we have breath to do so. Psalm 150:6 reads in the King James Version, Let every thing that hath breath praise the Lord. Praise ye the Lord. Woo hoo! I love how the Passion Translation reads, Let everyone everywhere join in this crescendo of ecstatic praise to Yahweh! Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! The word 'ecstatic' shows excitement and boldness. I have seen some who praise God with little to no emotion but that is not what I picture praising God looking like. I see it being shown with deep love and adoration for what He does in my life. I am thankful God created me as I am with enthusiasm and boldness. I love the words to Matt Redman's song, "Let Everything That Has Breath"...

Praise You in the morning, praise You in the evening
Praise You when I'm young and when I'm old
Praise You when I'm laughing, praise You with I'm grieving
Praise You ev'ry season of the soul

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday with Children's Sunday School, Morning Worship with communion, Lunch followed by everyone working together to pack fifty Samaritan's Purse shoeboxes, two hour nap,  and Doug and I walking in the historic district, Cypress Wetlands, the Sands, and having ice cream! Thank You for the blessing of everyone who worked to pack fifty shoeboxes and for the money to cover the postage for these boxes! Cleanse me so You can fill me so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray Your healing over many going through difficult days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Doug's sister Jackie; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; April; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friend; David; Damon; Dave and Carol with his treatments; and Dan. I pray for: the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam! Thank You for being close to Doug's family with the loss of his cousin! Thank You for being The One I Praise! Amen.  

I Peter 2:9 - "Peace Be Still"

Last night before falling asleep I prayed for pastors. God had me pray for two specific ones and told me to send a message to them. He also had me pray for pastors who need encouraged. It seems like this is a common theme for my prayers for pastors. I was reminded last night of a few times God gave me specific requests that were hard to pray for. They were things I had no way of knowing other than the Holy Spirit. I shared with Doug sometimes when that happens it is hard. They are things I do not want to know but God chooses me to pray. The word 'chosen' is in my sermon today. Eugene Petersen paraphrases I Peter 2:9 in The Message: You are the ones chosen by God . . . from nothing to something, from rejected to accepted. Most of us spend our entire lives trying to earn acceptance. We seek it from our parents, peers, partners. We seek acceptance from the people we respect and the people we envy. Our desire to be accepted influences the kind of clothes we wear, the kind of car we drive, the kind of house we buy, and even the career we choose. We are driven by acceptance because it makes us feel good. It encourages us when we know someone has chosen and accepted us. The ultimate feeling of worth comes from being chosen and accepted by God. He chooses us to be His children. This gives us reason to praise Him. When we set Christ as our Cornerstone such as what Peter writes of in the beginning of the chapter, we will live as He desires. As we live in this manner we will fulfill the purpose He has for our life. Woo hoo! I was thinking this morning about how life can be challenging yet God is always here for us. He provides exactly what we need. Physically, mentally, emotionally, financially, in relationships, and most of all spiritually. He provides peace in the midst of the storms of life that make no sense. He encourages us greatly to keep going when we feel like we can't put one foot in front of another. "Peace Be Still" is playing and blessing me in abundance...

Peace be still
Say the word and I will
Set my feet upon the sea
Till I'm dancing in the deep
Peace be still
You are here so it is well
Even when my eyes can't see
I will trust the voice that speaks

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessing of yesterday with Doug and I having safe travel in the torrential rain! Thank You for the blessings ahead today! I love Sundays and I know I will enjoy our "Christmas In July" today! Thank You for the privilege to pray for pastors last night before falling asleep, during the night, and again this morning. May we all feel Your empowerment to preach what You desire. Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May people see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. Thank You for being with many going through difficult days. I pray they will say Peace be still today. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; April; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friend; David; and Damon. I pray for: Dave and Carol as he starts treatments; Dan; the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam! Thank You for being close to Doug's family with the loss of his cousin! Thank You for being My Cornerstone! Amen.

Psalm 150 - "Gratitude"

Yesterday we hung our VanZile sign on the cabin. We chose the three crosses for not only the cabin but also the one for our Beaufort home. The three crosses have been our mantra from the beginning of our relationship. God, Doug, and I. We are a team. I love the braid that hangs in our living room to remind us throughout the day of the bond we have with God. David reminds us in Psalm 150 to praise God with our whole being. When we are in relationship with God, we can praise Him for the 'good' times and the 'tough' times of life. Praising Him empowers us to be focused on Him. Praising Him enables us to see positives in 'tough' situations. I shared a few times over the last couple weeks about how COVID was a blessing to Doc and I because it gave us more time to spend together one-on-one. There were so many 'bad' things that came from COVID including deaths of loved ones. God showed me the positive that came through it for me. He continually shows me positives in life when I allow Him. He opens my eyes to things I would normally miss because I allow Him to be my King of Kings and Lord of Lords. I have said it many times and will continue saying it. I am one blessed lady. This morning I have Brandon Lake's song "Gratitude" going through my mind. It's puts a smile on my face because I will always cherish seeing my Momma sing this with her arm raised up in the air praising God.

So I throw up my hands
Praise You again and again
'Cause all that I have is a
Hallelujah, hallelujah
And I know it's not much
But I've nothing else fit for a king
Except for a heart singing
Hallelujah, hallelujah

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday with Doug as we enjoyed breakfast out, thrift store/antique shopping, the afternoon in the pool, and a walk last night! Thank You for the precious memory You brought to me this morning of my Momma! Cleanse me so You can fill me so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray Your peace over many going through difficult days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; April; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friend; David; and Damon. I pray for: Dave and Carol as he starts treatments; Dan; the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam. Thank You for being My Blesser! Amen. 

I Peter 2:9 - "I'm So Blessed"

God continues to bless us over and over again. We came to the cabin to fix/replace the AC that wouldn't turn on for the nurse. It felt cool when we walked in and the AC was on! When the AC wouldn't work, they moved the nurse to a different cabin so it wasn't even used. No explanation other than 'but God'! Woo hoo! Instead of this being a trip of going to Lowe's, working on the cabin, etc. we were able to relax in the pool last evening. Another woo hoo! This place has a relaxing effect on me. I sure didn't want to get up this morning but after sleeping a solid nine hours knew I should. Another woo hoo! God is so good on our 'good' days and on our 'tough' days. He is good no matter what is happening in life. I am reminded of the song "I'm So Blessed" this morning...

On my best day

I'm a child of God'

On my worst day

I'm a child of God

Everyday is a good day

You're the reason why

This is something we all need to remember. The other night in Bible study I read from I Peter 2:9. This verse reminds us we are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God's special possession... We are special because we are children of God. We are blessed through our relationship with Him. Last night I started feeling crabby because we got only a glimpse of the sunset. I wanted to take pictures of the fiery ball in the sky but that didn't happen. On the way back to the cabin the sky was gorgeous and blessed me in abundance. Another woo hoo in my day!

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday with safe travels, the AC working, time in the pool with Doug, and the sunset! Thank You for having internet here at the cabin! Thank You for the reminders of I Peter 2:9! "I'm So Blessed" truly is my life story! Cleanse me so You can fill me so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray blessings over many going through what seems like their 'worst' days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; April; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friend; David; and Damon. I pray for: Dave and Carol as he starts treatments; Dan; the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam. Thank You for being The One Who Chose Me! Amen. 

Philippians 4:13 - "I Speak Jesus"

Yesterday I shared some frustrations while in conversation with my dear friend Beth. I told her I was struggling with some changes in life and didn't understand why. She shared maybe the reason was because I have gone through so many changes in such a short time. I thought about that statement throughout the day and prayed for God to help me adjust when changes come along. One of the biggest changes in my personal life is the loss of my Momma. When my Daddy died, I still had her and felt a need to love on her more since she lost the love of her life. We became closer over the last ten years since his death and for that I am grateful. I do not regret one trip made to Ohio and am thankful God provided for each trip. Adjusting to no longer having phone calls with her every day and sometimes multiple times a day is difficult. Last night in Bible study we again talked about God not only knowing our words spoken and what we do but also our thoughts. He knows the hurts of my heart before I even speak them yet when I speak them it helps me in the healing process. My conversations with God are exactly what I need to experience. He puts people in my path who will listen to me and give advice but He is the most important One for me to talk and listen to. Many times when Doug and I walk we talk but yesterday morning as we crossed the bridge we were silent. During that time I had "I Speak Jesus" going through my mind. I prayed for those passing by on their way to work to plant seeds with their co-workers throughout the work day that would draw them into or deeper in their relationship with God. My parents taught me to trust God no matter what was happening in life. My Daddy trusted God throughout his sixty plus surgeries, getting shot, the murder of my sister, having a broken neck from being hit by a train..the list goes on and on. In his morning calls to me if I were still in bed he would say things like, 'Now Sheila Babe, it's ok to rest but you can't stay there or the MS will win.' His words come to me many times when I want to give up. When I start to give up, I remember his words of encouragement and the example he gave to stay strong in the Lord's strength. I am so blessed to have such memories. I often said over the last few years, "When I grow up, I want to be like my Momma." She continued on gracefully when she lost my Daddy after sixty-six plus years. She embraced changes in church such as with the style of music. She was willing to learn how to do Facebook in her late eighties so she could stay connected with people. She also showed me how to lean into God's strength and to praise Him on the 'good' days and the 'tough' days. Many times when she would call and I would pray for her I would hear her saying, 'Thank You Jesus...yes....yes...' Her words were blessings then and continue to be blessings now.

I just want to speak the name of Jesus
Over every heart and every mind
'Cause I know there is peace within His presence
I speak Jesus

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday with a morning and evening walk with Doug, coffee with Beth, my visit with Marion, and last night's Bible study! Thank You for the blessing of two godly parents! Cleanse me so You can fill me so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray Your strength over many going through difficult days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; April; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friend; David; and Damon. I pray for: Dave and Carol as he starts treatments; Dan; the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam. I pray Your strength over Jack with his procedure today. Thank You for Clay driving him! Thank You for being My Strength! Amen. 

Proverbs 17:17 - "Friends Are Friends Forever"

Sitting and talking with Jack and Ann yesterday over lunch was priceless! I miss them so much. I miss sitting and talking with Jack about our families. I miss praying with Ann. I am so thankful Daren brought them down to Darlene's and for Darlene meeting us with them for lunch. When my Daddy died, Jack told me he would always be there to give me a hug in my Daddy's place. I loved the friendship the two of them developed when my parents visited us in Willard. We went through a lot together in the fifteen years we were there. Jack mentioned yesterday about the times of us sitting in hospitals waiting on surgeries and being with them when their grandson was killed in an accident. We enjoyed doing life together. It was great to introduce them to Doug and get caught up with life events. It was also great to be able to meet at Doug's nephew's restaurant for lunch and get to see him. Family and friends make the tough times of life bearable. Sitting with Marion later in the afternoon made me realize that to a greater degree. Every week we go through the story of her 'Tennessee home' and her husband's death. After asking about these things she will often say 'I have no recollection of that.' We never know when our memory will be taken from us. Thankfully, she is not to the point where she no longer recognizes us. If and when that happens, it will be difficult. I am thankful my Momma and Daddy did not have suffer from the diseases that cause such things. Momma had some memory loss in her last months but she was still 'sharp as a tack' in her conversations. This morning I am praying for people who care for family members who no longer recognize them and for those with family members who are not themselves and become mean at times. I pray for all caretakers to have a support system but especially for them to lean into the Lord's strength. I am so thankful for the friends God has given me over the years. This morning I am reminded of the song "Friends Are Friends Forever" that Brian Howard sang when we were leaving for our move to South Carolina. 

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

Whether our friends are from years ago or new they are a gift from God. We need to plant seeds of our faith into relationships so they will grow in their relationship with Him. We need to remember to encourage them when the Holy Spirit brings them to our minds.

Dear Jesus, Thank You for my friends Ann and Jack who are so special! Thank You for Doug driving me to see them yesterday! Thank You for my new friends Zach and Ricklynn who we had over for dinner last night! Thank You for continuing to be with Marion and the ones where she lives that struggle with memory issues! May their family and caregivers have a special care for them in these days. Cleanse me so You can fill me so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray Your strength over many going through difficult days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; April; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friend; David; and Damon. I pray for: Dave and Carol as he starts treatments; Dan; the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam. I pray for Sue Wolfe as she adjusts to her first days of being a widow. Thank You for being My Friend! Amen. 

Psalm 25; Hebrews 8:12 - "The More I Seek You"

The Lord took me to Psalm 25 this morning to ponder upon. David speaks in the first part about trusting God. Verse four reads in the New Living Translation: Show me the right path, O Lord; point out the road for me to follow. David knew the way to live the right kind of life was to live for God. He also knew no matter what happened in life God was there for him. He allowed God to not only lead him through trials of life but to teach him lessons in the process. This gave David hope (vs 5). We have the same opportunity David had with God. We can allow Him to lead us or we can do things on our own. We can learn from His discipline or we can continue making the same 'bad' decisions. As we live in a 24/7 relationship with God we have hope of eternal life with Him. David shows us in Psalm 25 there is freedom to receive while on this earth so we can experience freedom in heaven. He knew he needed to strive to be pure on this earth to experience heaven. No one is pure 24/7. That is why it is important to confess our sins and ask for a cleansing of our spirit. Verse eighteen shows how David approached God. It reads: Feel my pain and see my trouble. Forgive all my sins. This shows the dependence David had on God. David was honest with not only God but also with himself. Throughout this Psalm David recognizes God's attributes. He reiterated God being good in verse eight,  faithful in verse ten, and our friend and teacher in verse fourteen. In verses six and seven David reminds God of the compassion and unfailing love He had shown him in the past. David asks God to not only show mercy on his sins but to forget them. The greatest thing about a relationship with God is knowing that is exactly what He does. When we confess our sins and repent, He is there to forgive and forget. I am reminded of a verse I shared in a sermon a couple weeks ago about how God forgives and forgets. It is found in Hebrews 8:12. "For I will forgive their wickedness and will remember their sins no more.” Sacrifices must be made for atonement of sin in the Old Testament. In the New Testament Jesus is the ultimate atonement for our sins. Praise His Holy Name. Yesterday morning and throughout the day I found myself singing "The More I Seek You" and feeling blessed. Once again this morning this song is in my heart. The hurts of life are bearable when we put Jesus first. The traumas of life are easier to handle when we try to not handle them on our own strength. 

The more I seek you
The more I find you
The more I find you
The more I love you
I want to sit at your feet
Drink from the cup in your hand
Lay back against you and breathe, feel your heart beat
This love is so deep, its more than I can stand
I melt in your peace, its overwhelming

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for the projects Doug and I completed! I am so excited to see Jack and Ann today! Thank You for this blessing! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May people see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray Your peace over many going through difficult days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; April; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friend; David; and Damon. I pray for: Dave and Carol as he starts treatments; Dan; the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam. I pray for Sue Wolfe as she adjusts to her first days of being a widow. Thank You for being My Ultimate Atonement! Amen. 

Psalm 19 - "The More I Seek You"

The Lord took me to Psalm 19 this morning. This Psalm is rich in David giving glory to God as He writes of God's holiness. It begins with verse one describing how God is seen in the beauty of the skies. This picture was taken on the way from the cabin to district assembly last week. It does not do justice to what was seen in person. The colors of the sky were magnificent. That is how sunrises and sunsets are in person. Sometimes they are beyond words to describe. That is exactly how it is with God. I have no words at times with how His love is lavishly poured out on me. Psalm 19:7-10 speaks about how God's Word is full of wisdom. It reads in the Voice:

The Eternal’s law is perfect,
    turning lives around.
His words are reliable and true,
    instilling wisdom to open minds.
8 The Eternal’s directions are correct,
    giving satisfaction to the heart.
God’s commandments are clear,
    lending clarity to the eyes.
9 The awe of the Eternal is clean,
    sustaining for all of eternity.
The Eternal’s decisions are sound;
    they are right through and through.
10 They are worth more than gold—
    even more than abundant, pure gold.
They are sweeter to the tongue than honey
    or the drippings of the honeycomb.

Matthew Henry writes of these verses: The commandments of the Lord are pure, holy, just, and good. By them we discover our need of a Saviour; and then learn how to adorn his gospel. They are the means which the Holy Spirit uses in enlightening the eyes; they bring us to a sight and sense of our sin and misery, and direct us in the way of duty. The fear of the Lord, that is, true religion and godliness, is clean, it will cleanse our way; and it endureth for ever. The ceremonial law is long since done away, but the law concerning the fear of God is ever the same. The judgments of the Lord, his precepts, are true; they are righteous, and they are so altogether; there is no unrighteousness in any of them. 

Verse eleven reads: In addition to all that has been said, Your servant will find, hidden in Your commandments, both a strong warning and a great reward for keeping them. When we live as God desires, we have the hope of eternal life with Him. That is my goal in life. I preached yesterday on holiness. We cannot be perfect as Jesus was while He was on this earth but the more we strive to live Christ-like the more successful we will be. There was one sentence in yesterday’s Sunday School lesson that stuck out to me. "A holy person avoids ongoing contamination with that which is morally unclean." There have been times in my life when I was being contaminated by things not of God. I praise Him for opening my eyes to such times, accepting my repentance, and giving me a clean slate to continue on in life. He is such a wonderful Father who loves us even in times of discipline. We must remember to repent of not only those sins we knowingly commit but also those we unknowingly commit. David speaks of these in verse twelve. I love the encouraging words found in the last verse of this Psalm. Verse fourteen reads: May the words that come out of my mouth and the musings of my heart meet with Your gracious approval, O Eternal, my Rock, O Eternal, my Redeemer. Every morning I ask Him to cleanse me so people will see/hear Him through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. The more I live in this manner the more the desires of His heart will be met. I have the song "The More I Seek You" on my mind this morning...

The more I seek you
The more I find you
The more I find you
The more I love you
I want to sit at your feet
Drink from the cup in your hand
Lay back against you and breathe, feel your heart beat
This love is so deep, its more than I can stand
I melt in your peace, its overwhelming

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday with: Doug teaching Sunday School; church; lunch with Carol, Andy, and Nick; and dinner with Billy, Sierra, and the children! Thank You for the day ahead with whatever You have in store for us! Cleanse me so You can fill me so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray blessings over many going through difficult days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; April; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friend; David; and Damon. I pray for: Dave and Carol as he starts treatments; Dan; the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam. I pray for Sue Wolfe as she adjusts to her first days of being a widow. Thank You for being My Presence! Amen.

Philippians 4:13 - "Big God"

Yesterday was one of those days when you have are reminded you have a disease like MS. Having to take multiple 'hippy hippy shake' pills makes me sad. I am grateful for Doug who reminded me there are people who have worse things and we need to be thankful medication helps. I think it is harder psychologically than it is in the physical aspect. When I have days like yesterday, I always wonder if the disease is progressing. This last week there have been a few days of taking extra pills. I reflect on what was happening, what I could have done differently, etc. Stress and being overly tired are normal culprits to cause such days. Yesterday afternoon and evening were spent resting so hopefully that will get things back into 'normalcy.' God reminded me of Paul's words in Philippians 4:13 that He gave me thirty plus years ago when MS hit me. His strength is available for everything I need. Physically, mentally, emotionally, financially, relationally, and most of all spiritually. Praise His Holy Name! I am so grateful for each and every time He has strengthened me. I am grateful for His love that fills me when my tank is low. I am grateful for His encouragment when I am discouraged. I am grateful for the people He puts in my path to get me through such days. Today is a new day. I praise God for it being Sunday which is my favorite day of the week. I praise Him for these last three months of marriage to my precious husband. I am reminded this morning of the song called "Big God"...

Under fire
But My Goliaths
Standing in the shadow of the Almighty
I ain't lying (no no)
Just testifying (come on girl)
Man I'm talking bout a Big God, Big God
When trouble comes around the way
Only remedy for big odds is a Big God
Ain't nobody gonna shake my faith
No I'm not afraid
Throw my hands up in praise
For the times that He pulled me through
I'm counting on Big God
That they can't stop (Big God)
He's a Big God

Yes! My God is a "Big God" and He fuels me with the strength to fight the 'giants' in this world. MS, people who speak ill against me, obstacles the enemy puts in my path, etc. are nothing compared to my God. He is greater than any of those things. When they come before, I can stand in His strength knowing He has everything under control. Woo hoo!

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for Doug caring for me so well! Thank You for conversations with Ben as we plan their trip! Thank You for every pastor I prayed for before going to bed, during the night, and again this morning! May we all be in Your presence so we will follow Your direction as we preach. I pray Your strength over many going through tough days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; April; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friend; David; and Damon. I pray for: Dave and Carol as he starts treatments; Dan; the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam. I pray for Sue Wolfe as she adjusts to her first days of being a widow. Thank You for being My Strength! Amen.

Matthew 6:33 - "First Things First"

I woke up this morning with the words to "First Things First" going through my mind...

First thing's first
I seek Your will
Not my own
Surrender all my wants to you
Keep the first thing first
To live Your truth
Walk Your ways
Set my eyes
Lord, I fix my face on you
All my desires reversed
To keep the first thing first

God has to be first when we have eternal life with Him as our goal. He has to be the One to make all decisions in life. When we live in such a manner, His love will be realized in abundance. It was so hot walking last night but it also was such a blessing as Doug and I parked and walked across the bridge to the waterfront. There were not many people there yet since we went before the concert started and I would imagine the heat had a part of it. As we passed people walking I wondered how many of them are in relationship with Jesus. I am sure there were a lot. I know I can't 'save' anyone but I also know my witness can plant seeds that can lead to salvation. We never know where or when God will give us an opportunity to plant seeds. We must be ready at all time to take such opportunities. The only way to be ready is to live in His presence so we not only will hear His voice but we will walk in obedience to Him. Jordan Ward from Consumed By Fire wrote of this song: We can do a lot of things, all of us in the world with our lives, but if it doesn’t have eternal weight to it then what’s it matter? Our to-do list can be long. Our calendar can be full of activities. Our checkbook can show all kinds of expenses. But if these things are not God-ordained we are missing the point. If they do not have eternal consequences, they are for naught. Jordan Ward continues: Writing ‘First Things First’ spearheaded the creation of a new direction for us. Every record you make is sort of a chapter of your life. In this chapter, everything we thought we wanted and were geared up for, we’re saying we surrender all those things. We’re saying, ‘Lord, we want what You want.’ It’s a prayer of surrender, especially after losing our dad. We just want to surrender our dreams and our hopes to the Lord. That is how we all need to live. We need to surrender to His will 24/7. Is that possible? Of course not because we are human. But the more we strive to live Christ-like the more we will accomplish it.

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings yesterday with lunch with Nancy, Leslie, Carol, Debbie, and Jack to celebrate Ms Paula's birthday! Thank You for the time Doug and I had last night to 'stop and smell the roses!' Thank You for the opportunities ahead to plant seeds! Cleanse me so You can fill me so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray Your peace over many going through difficult days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; April; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friend; David; and Damon. I pray for: Dave and Carol as they await to start treatments; Dan; the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam. Thank You for being My Opportunity Giver! Amen.

Philippians 4:13 - "God of Wonders"

Seventy-seven years ago today my Momma and Daddy got married. Their life was not always easy but it was always filled with love. The ten years she lived after he died were amazing. She found strength she did not know she had and she knew it came from the Lord. Her faith became stronger as she trusted God to not only get her through each day but to glorify Him through them. I always said when I grow up I want to be like my Momma. I want to be loved by all, quick with making people know they are loved, thoughtful, kind, generous...the list goes on and on. They both lived with the knowledge of Philippians 4:13 in their heart. When my sister was murdered, they had to dig into their faith deeper. Throughout the multiple health issues including my Daddy's different bouts with cancer they both knew God was with them. Last night when I heard the tornado sirens were going off in Orrville I praised God that she was not there to be scared. I praise God for memories such as this picture. We celebrated their sixty-fifth anniversary early at our family gathering. Daddy was having tough days and wasn't quite himself yet he pushed through to make it that day. That is how he lived life. He pushed through difficult days. He knew God was with him and he knew he had made a commitment to take care of my Momma many years before. I am so grateful for not only the memories we have of them but also the example they gave of how to live. I was excited to find out his birthday was on a Sunday this year. It made picking a date for our wedding easy. I love Sundays and I love my Daddy. Last night as I walked the beach I was listening to the waves and watching the seashells go in and out with the water. I thought about the one time Daddy took us to the beach. We were visiting Aunt Lenore and Uncle George. Myrtle Beach was a hundred miles away from their house. Daddy drove us there and after getting out to see the beach he said it was time to leave. We had only been there maybe fifteen minutes. I was so disappointed. I had dreamt of going to the ocean for what seemed like all my life and then to only have fifteen minutes I was crushed. I remember him saying, 'Sheila Babe, you will see it again some day.' Yes, Daddy I certainly do see it frequently now that I live so close. I told Doug last night we are so blessed to live so close that when we have only an hour we can still go. I remember our 'ocean vacations' with Paul, Lizzy, and her family being so much fun. I also remember not wanting to go home at the end of the week. Now going home from the ocean is not a big deal because I know I will be back in a short time. As I walked last night listening to the waves once again the song "God of Wonders" was on my heart...

Lord of all creation
Of water earth and sky
The heavens are Your Tabernacle
Glory to the Lord on high

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday with Doug mowing the church, driving me to Marion, visiting Ms Paula and Mr Jack, and taking me to the beach after dinner! Thank You for Betty's test going well! Thank You for my Momma and Daddy's legacy left for all of us! Cleanse me so You can fill me with more of You. May people see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray Your strength over many going through difficult days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; April; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friend; David; and Damon. I pray for: Dave and Carol as they await to start treatments; Dan; the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam. Thank You for being My Strength! Amen.

I Peter 1:16; Hebrews 8:12 - "God of Wonders"

Doug started up Alexa this morning and Third Day started singing "God of Wonders" and I immediately got the Holy Spirit goosebumps. "You are holy...holy..." Sunday's sermon is about living in God's holiness. Peter shared in I Peter 1:16 that we are to be holy as He is holy. I remember years ago thinking about how I could never be a member of the Church of the Nazarene because I could not be perfect. I am so thankful for the way Doc and Pastor Steve explained the doctrine of sanctification. I also am thankful for the way I fell in love with the Church of the Nazarene. It is not a matter of being 'perfect' but it is about striving to be Christ-like. We, as humans, will mess up but the more we strive to live in His presence the more we will be successful in doing so. The more we seek Him and His will the more the desires of our heart will align with His. These words to this song speak volumes to me...

Early in the morning
I will celebrate the light
When I stumble in the darkness
I will call Your Name by night

I am thankful for the words of Paul in Hebrews 8:12 that tell us God not only forgives but forgets. His unconditional love is different than that of most of our friends and family. His forgiveness is for all who repent. His unconditional love is for all who accept Him into their heart. This morning I am praying for those who have not come into relationship with Him yet and for those who know Him yet are choosing to not be in relationship with Him at this time. A life with Him is the best way to live. He is the best encourager.

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for Doug who takes care of me so well! Thank You for Scripture, music, and people that encourages me. Thank You for the doctrine of holiness that the Church of the Nazarene stands upon! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray peace over many going through difficult days. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; April; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friend; David; and Damon. I pray for: Dave and Carol as they await to start treatments; Dan; the Long family; Becky; Baby Sabre and her family; and Russ. I pray for Betty as she has a test today. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam. Thank You for being My Holiness! Amen.

I Chronicles 16:34; Hebrews 8:12 - "Goodness of God"

Yesterday morning I woke thinking about Dr. Duarte's sermon on how God provides. This morning I chuckled when I woke up after ten hours of sleep. God definitely provided what I needed. He always does even in times I do not see it. There was so much to get caught up on when we got home from assembly yesterday yet I was so tired. Doug convinced me to 'just rest fifteen minutes' which turned into a forty-five minute nap. Once again, God provided what was needed. As I tried to work on sermon after dinner I was so tired and finally quit. I know He will provide time and clarity in my thinking to continue the process in His perfect timing. In my reading last night there was one article that brought up how we all have 'trauma toolboxes' in our life. They are filled with times of hearing of a deathly diagnosis in ourselves or a loved one, being in an accident, losing a job, going through a divorce, etc. Each of these things and many more cause trauma we must allow God to heal us from or we will live a miserable life. We will question the 'What-ifs?' and the 'Whys?' We will beat ourselves down for being 'so bad' that not even God could still love us. One thing we must remember is God always loves us. He is always there for us. His unconditional love is different than that of most of our friends and family. He forgives when we ask for forgiveness and forgets. Hebrews 8:12 reads in the New International Version, For I will forgive their wickedness and will remember their sins no more. Praise His Holy Name! Last night Doug and I discussed this Sunday's Sunday School lesson he was working on. I told him I did not want to go to the Nazarene Church. Doc convinced me to give it a try. The doctrine of holiness was one I did not believe I could adapt to because I could not be perfect. Doc shared holiness is something we need to strive for and the more we do so the more we will be Christ-like. I told Doug it was the doctrine of holiness that made me fall in love with the Nazarene Church. It is why I am a pastor today. There was one sentence in the Sunday School lesson that stuck out to me. "A holy person avoids ongoing contamination with that which is morally unclean." There have been times in my life when I was being contaminated by things not of God. I praise Him for opening my eyes to such times, accepting my repentance, and giving me a clean slate to continue on in life. He is such a wonderful Father who loves us even in times of discipline. I have the words to "Goodness of God" on my heart this morning...

I love Your voice
You have led me through the fire
And in darkest night You are close like no other
I've known You as a Father
I've known You as a Friend
And I have lived in the goodness of God, yeah
And all my life You have been faithful, ohh
And all my life You have been so, so good
With every breath that I am able
Oh, I will sing of the goodness of God, yeah

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings yesterday Doug and I had with Ms Carol as we traveled home! Thank You for James' servant heart to once again deliver the boxes of Crisis Care Kits to Maryland! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May people see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray for those having difficult days to lean into Your supernatural strength. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Jack and Paula; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; April; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many dealing with ‘c’ and/or going through treatments…Chrissy’s cousin; Shirley Jones; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; Mr Mullett; Marybeth's friend; David; and Damon. I pray for: Dave and Carol as they await to start treatments; Dan; the Long family; Becky; Kayla, John, and their family; Baby Sabre and her family; Janice; and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for Pastor Tommy and Pam. Thank You for being My Supernatural Strength! Amen.