I am a mess. I don't like how I am feeling nor do I understand it. I believe He is my Healer. He has healed me before and I believe He will heal me again. I believe. That is the part that does not make sense. How can I believe yet be so emotional over today? Why do I fall apart every time I think about the mammogram? Why do I not have peace in this situation? Oh how I need the Lord to encompass me with His peace. I desire to have His strength throughout this day and the days ahead in a mighty way. I have prayed over and over to not be fearful over this yet it seems like the enemy is winning. After writing these words I read Psalm 13 and was blessed...
And I believe You're my portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need