Lamentations 3:22-23 - "He Knows My Name"

Today I am grateful for another 'first' to be behind me. When I emotionally fell apart last night, I realized it was the first time since Doc died that I was putting up Christmas decorations with no distractions. I sat and watched friends do the decorating in 2020 due to having my arm in a contraption from my fall. The day I decorated in 2021 was the day Rickey went to the hospital with COVID so I was functioning but not thinking. Last night there were no distractions and the tears fell. I went through many emotions as the memories came flooding back. Sadness for not being able to make new memories. Anger for grand babies who will not have their papas here to see them grow up, graduate, get married, and have babies. I became mad at myself for being so emotional. I kept telling myself I should bask in the good memories I have so joy would fill me. At one point I asked for prayer on Facebook and sent out a couple texts asking some friends for prayer too. When I finally started getting settled down, my Momma called me 'by mistake' but I know it was not a mistake. We talked and cried together. God knew I needed that. He knows exactly what I need and provides. I am so thankful for my relationship with Him. The song "He Knows My Name" is on my mind this morning...

He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls
And He hears me when I call

Yes! I am so grateful for this knowledge. I am grateful for the way He uses people to encourage me. Knowing people were praying for me last night empowered me. Every so often I would sit down and read the responses or the texts people sent to me and was encouraged greatly. Even though there are many negatives with social media a cool part about it showed through last night when I asked for prayer. People didn't know the particulars yet they were willing to pray. Praise His Holy Name! I am so grateful for the knowledge I have a support system that is only a click or call away due to today's technology. Last night when my Momma and I were hanging up I said I didn't know if the tree would get finished or not. I wasn't sure I had the strength to complete it but if it didn't it would be ok because tomorrow was another day. Her response was 'if tomorrow is not seen on this earth you won't have to complete it anyhow.' My Momma has great wisdom. I am reminded this morning of the verse in Lamentations that tells us 'His mercies are new every morning.' I took this picture when I was walking in the woods Monday morning. It made me think about how God shines down on us at all time. He sees everything we do, hears everything we say, and knows everything we think  yet He still loves us. I am grateful for this knowledge.

Dear Jesus, Thank You for another 'first' being behind me! Thank You for those who support me through 'tough' times! Thank You for my time with my friend Jill yesterday! May You continue to guide her through widowhood. I pray continued prayers for my friend Billy and many other friends who have lost their spouse. May we all receive Your peace as we adjust. Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May You ooze out of my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts today. I pray Your peace over many going through 'tough' days. My Momma, my sisters Linda with the death of a sister-in-law, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Jack; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; Serena and her husband; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Preacher Bill Watts; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; my friend with pancreatic cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; and a young lady awaiting cancer testing. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam, Baby Henry, Kaye, and Darryle and his family. I pray for a father with a prodigal daughter to know You have not left him. I pray for Melinda and Todd with all they are going through. Lord, once again I pray today will be the day the MS tingling dissipates. Thank You for being My Everything! Amen.

Jeremiah 29:11-13 - "I Know You Know"

Today I am thankful for my church board who encourage me greatly. Last night's review with Pastor Sam was filled with words of affirmation from all. I was so blessed to hear them speak words of life over me. I am blessed by their faithfulness to our church and to God. They have been through some pretty tough days over the years yet have not given up. For that I am thankful. If they would have given up, the Beaufort Church of the Nazarene would not be in existence today. I am thankful for the leadership of Pastor Sam and for the tireless hours he puts into furthering the Kingdom here in South Carolina. I am thankful for the knowledge I am exactly where God wants me to be. Many thought I would return to Ohio when Doc died. There was never a doubt I was to stay here to continue what God called us to do. Praise His Holy Name! I will admit there were times after he died and I was trying to get us into the church building I wanted to quit. There were days of frustration with not knowing what I was doing but God was always there to carry me through. For that I am grateful. I am reminded this morning once again of Jeremiah 29:11-13 and blessed to know God knows what lies ahead. He knows the obstacles that will come my way and He knows the blessings that will be showered upon me. Woo hoo! Life is full of choices, The decisions made in life need to be God decisions. He needs to be our focus on so we will know what He desires of us. We do not always make the 'right' decisions but His love, mercy, and grace are always there no matter what. I enjoy this Scripture in the VOICE because of the word picture it gives. We are to look for God intently to find Him. Intentional action is crucial in all we do but especially in seeking God. The more intentional we are in life to walk in obedience to Him the more we will realize the desires of His heart. Matthew Henry wrote of this passage:

We often do not know our own minds, but the Lord is never at an uncertainty. We are sometimes ready to fear that God's designs are all against us; but as to his own people, even that which seems evil, is for good. He will give them, not the expectations of their fears, or the expectations of their fancies, but the expectations of their faith; the end he has promised, which will be the best for them. 

God knows what is best for us. I love the words expectations of their faith. What do I expect from God? Does my faith take me to places of the unknown? Is God with me 24/7 to stretch my faith? As I reflect on this passage again I am once again blessed in abundance in the knowledge I do not have to know what is ahead. All I have to do is trust Him in the process. This morning I am reminded of the words to a song called "I Know You Know" and am blessed with this knowledge.

I know You know
Just what I need
I know You have a plan for me
And I won't worry what the future holds
'Cause I know You know

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the words of affirmation spoken over me by Pastor Sam and the church board last night! Thank You for bringing us to Beaufort six plus years ago and keeping me here for the future! Thank You for the reminders of Jeremiah 29:11-13 You have recently kept before me! Thank You for my time with Chrissy yesterday! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You so You can use me as You desire. The day ahead is full but I do not want to miss anything You have for me. May I stay focused on You at all time. I pray for my Momma to feel Your strength. Many times I wish I could wave a magic wand to take care of people's problems but I know that is not reality. I pray Your peace over many going through 'tough' days. My sisters Linda with the death of a sister-in-law, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Jack; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; Serena and her husband; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Preacher Bill Watts; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; my friend with pancreatic cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; and a young lady awaiting cancer testing. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam, Baby Henry, Kaye, and Darryle and his family. I pray for a father with a prodigal daughter to know You have not left him. Lord, once again I pray today will be the day the MS tingling dissipates. Thank You for being My Heavenly Father! Amen.

Isaiah 40:31 - "Child of Mine"

Today I am thankful for forty-two years ago when my Paul was born. At this time of the morning we were on the way to the hospital because my water broke. I was scheduled for a c-section the following Monday but ended up in an emergency situation that morning. I was told afterward they nearly lost both of us but obviously God had other plans. Paul was my 'perfect' baby. He ate every four hours like clockwork, slept twelve hours through the night at two weeks, etc. He was the easiest baby ever which was a great blessing for me as a young Momma. One of my most treasured memories is he never left the house without a hug and 'I love you, Mom.' I know life was not the easiest for Paul growing up with going through the divorce of his Dad and I but we worked together to make the best of the situation. Another 'tough' time in life was when I was diagnosed with MS. Even though it was hard to get through Paul learned responsibility in a way a lot of kids his age do not. I was thinking this morning about a quote I recently read. It went something like, 'The greatest gifts you can give your children are the roots of responsibility and the wings of independence.' I strived to teach the boys how to be the most responsible they could be. I also strived to teach them to be independent in their thinking and actions. I encouraged them to not follow the crowd but to do what God led them to do. I am so proud of the godly man, husband, and father Paul has become. I am proud of the way he seeks to live in God's will. My Daddy would be so proud of him. He has a lot of my Daddy's characteristics which warms my heart. His caring heart blesses me in abundance. We are told as parents to raise our children to 'leave the nest' which is not always easy to do. When they leave, it hurts but it also is such a blessing to see them be successful in life. You have to adjust as they go on to make their own life with their family. You learn to no longer have daily contact but you also know they love you and never forget what you instilled in them growing up. I praise God for this knowledge. This morning I am reminded of an old song by Carole King called "Child of Mine"...

You don't need direction, you know which way to go
And I don't want to hold you back, I just want to watch you grow
You're the one who taught me you don't have to look behind
Oh yes, sweet darling
So glad you are a child of mine

Isaiah 40:31 promises us when we trust God, we will soar on wings as eagles in His strength. I am praying this verse over my Paul today as he celebrates another year of life.

Dear Jesus, Thank You for another year of life for my Paul! Thank You for the godly man he is as he leads his family! Thank You for the blessing he is in my life! May You continue to bless him as he blesses You. Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for my church family! I pray for my two-year review with Pastor Sam and the board tonight. I also pray for continuation of our church body 'Moving Forward' in the path You put before us. Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. Lord, there are so many hurting people in this world. May they find Your peace. My Momma; my sisters Linda with the death of a sister-in-law, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Jack; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; Serena and her husband; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Preacher Bill Watts; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; my friend with pancreatic cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; and a young lady awaiting cancer testing. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam, Baby Henry, Kaye, and Darryle and his family. I pray for a father with a prodigal daughter to know You have not left him. Lord, once again I pray today will be the day the MS tingling dissipates. Thank You for being My Heavenly Father! Amen.

Jeremiah 29:11-14 - "Advent Hymn"

Today I am thankful for new memories made. I was mesmerized at the James Island Christmas light display. There was so much to see that at times it was overwhelming. This was something I have wanted to do ever since moving here but never had the opportunity. I am thankful for Andy who made it happen. I have never been to anything like it before. Christmas has always been my favorite time of the year. When I was little, I have memories of going with my Daddy to cut down the Christmas tree at Caskey's. At that time we lived in the farm house so the tree was so big. After the boys came along Christmas Eve was spent driving around looking at lights. Last night as I looked around and saw all the little ones looking at lights I thought about how magical the place must make them feel. Seeing little ones laughing and playing brought joy to my heart. I prayed for the families there knowing there had to be some in turmoil. I am sure there were some who were making the best of their 'last' Christmas together whether it was because of an illness or an impending break-up. Holidays are tough in normal circumstances but when you throw those things into the mix they can become unbearable. I am thankful for the hope Jesus gives every day. I am thankful for the ways He loves on me and takes care of my physical, mental, emotional, financial, and most of all spiritual needs. I am thankful for today being the first Sunday of Advent to remind us that He is the Hope of the world as we allow Him. Once again I am reminded of the words of Jeremiah 29:11-14 and feeling very blessed. As we passed the lights of Noah and the animals I thought about the faith he had when God told him to build an ark for the upcoming rain. It did not make sense yet he was obedient. Sometimes what God tells us to do does not make sense but when we walk in obedience to His will we realize great blessings. The 'whys?' in life can become overwhelming if we allow the enemy to tear us apart but God gives us peace when we walk in His love. My thoughts are on the "Advent Hymn" this morning that remind me to wait in Hope for Jesus.

So here I wait in hope of You
Oh my soul's longing through and through
Dayspring from on high be near
And daystar in my heart appear

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the wonderful evening of seeing the Christmas light display at James Island and for Andy who made it happen! Thank You for the reminder of Jeremiah 29:11-14 of Your plans for my future filled with hope. Woo hoo! Thank You for the day ahead with gathering with my church family to worship You! I prayed last night, during the night, and again this morning for not only myself but for all pastors preaching today to speak what You desire. Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May Your love and peace shine brightly through me. Once again I pray Your peace over many going through days of questioning 'why?' they are in the circumstances they find themselves. My Momma; my sisters Linda with the death of a sister-in-law, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Jack; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; Serena and her husband; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Preacher Bill Watts; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; my friend with pancreatic cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; and a young lady awaiting cancer testing. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam, Baby Henry, Kaye, Darryle and his family, Pastor Jason and Pastor Mike. I pray for a father with a prodigal daughter to know You have not left him. Lord, once again I pray today will be the day the MS tingling dissipates. Thank You for being My Hope Maker! Amen.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8; Philippians 4:11-12 - "I Will Be Here"

This morning I am thankful for seasons of life. Last year on this day was the last time I heard my Rickey's voice. When he called me to call EMS for him, I knew he was not thinking in his right mind. Hearing "I love you, Sheila Girl and always will" will be a treasure in my memory bank. The season God gave me with him was unexpected so soon after Doc's death. I am thankful for the healing that occurred during that time. I am thankful for the bonds made with Anna, Michael, and Matthew and their families. I am thankful for all the pictures taken when we were together whether it be in South Carolina, Ohio, or Nashville. Yesterday as I was picking up sticks and saw the beauty of changing leaves I thought about seasons of life. Sometimes we just have to look harder to find it but there is beauty to be found in all of them. The season I am in now is very rewarding as I strive to get physically healthier. I am doing things I never thought I would ever do. That encourages me to continue on the path I am on. Wesley writes of seasons:

A season - A certain time appointed by God for its being and continuance, which no human wit or providence can alter. And by virtue of this appointment of God, all vicissitudes which happen in the world, whether comforts or calamities, come to pass. Which is here added to prove the principal proposition, That all things below are vain, and happiness is not to be found in them, because of their great uncertainty, and mutability, and transitoriness, and because they are so much out of the reach and power of men, and wholly in the disposal of God. 

Comforts or calamities. Both will happen in life. The Apostle Paul wrote in Philippians 4:11-12 that we need to be content in our circumstances as they are at the present. We need to trust God in the mountaintop experiences along with the valleys. I was reading about how contentment is something to be developed in us. Paul's 'secret' to such a life comes in living 24/7 for God. Trusting God is key through every season of life. We need to realize we do not have to know the outcome but instead need to trust that He does. No matter what season we find ourselves in God is not surprised. That knowledge brings comfort to me. I am reminded this morning of a song Steven Curtis Chapman wrote for his wife called "I Will Be Here"...

And just as sure as seasons are made for change
Our lifetime's are made for years
So, I I will be here we'll be together

He wrote this song during a valley in life with his parents divorce. This morning I am praying for several couples in the middle of divorce or contemplating divorce to realize God's plan for their life. I am praying for the children involved in these situations to be protected from the hurt around them. 

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the season I had with my Rickey! Thank You for the memories! Thank You for the season I am in now and the way You continue to use me to love on others! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May You ooze out of my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts today in a mighty way. In Ecclesiastes 3:8 it speaks of a time for peace. That is exactly what I am praying for many going through a season of tough days. My Momma; my sisters Linda with the death of a sister-in-law, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Jack; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; Serena and her husband; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Preacher Bill Watts; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; my friend with pancreatic cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; and a young lady awaiting cancer testing. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam, Baby Henry, Kaye, Darryle and his family, Pastor Jason and Pastor Mike. I pray for a father with a prodigal daughter to know You have not left him. Lord, once again I pray today will be the day the MS tingling dissipates. Thank You for being My Season Maker! Amen.

Deuteronomy 31:8 - "Thanks Giver"

Today I am thankful for yesterday. It was full of blessings from start to finish for a great Thanksgiving Day. Gathering with my church family for a meal and fellowship warmed my heart. Finishing the day around a fire making pizzas in the pie irons and eating fresh fish was the icing on the cake. God is so good to me in giving me such times that made for some great memories in my memory bank. He blessed me yesterday morning when I realized I forgot to take my mixer with me to the church to mash the potatoes. I decided instead of going back home I would go buy one so there would be one there for future use. When I picked up the last one on the shelf, I noticed it was $15. When it rang up, it was $5! I questioned the price and the cashier said it was on sale. Woo hoo, God! I am thankful for my sister Mary and niece Colleen who made Thanksgiving dinner for my Momma. I am thankful for my sister Linda and her family who are going to be with her today. I read posts on Facebook yesterday about so many having a difficult day with the holiday due to loneliness or a difference in their present circumstances. My heart breaks for all and I pray they will find God's peace in the midst of the 'tough' days. Today is a new day. For many it is a day of shopping Black Friday sales. Some will be decorating for Christmas today now that Thanksgiving is over. Some will have family gatherings and have a household of people. But there are also those who are lonely. One can be surrounded by people yet still feel lonely. During such times we need to hold onto the promises God's Word gives us. I am praying Deuteronomy 31:8 over all who are struggling with life. I pray they will find reasons to praise God through the 'junk' of this world. May they focus on Him instead of the things they are facing. The more we are thankful the more we will have a good attitude. When we focus on God, we realize this is all temporary. I love a song Crowder sings called "Thanks Giver"...

You make joy out of simple and ordinary things
You fill life up with stories I'd never think to dream
So this holiday
I wanna praise
The One who's making a saint
Out of this sinner
The One who's turned me into this thanks giver

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! I don't know what the day holds but I know You do and that is all that matters. Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May people see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray Your peace over many going through 'tough' days. I especially pray for those who are lonely to see You through someone You put in their path. May all remember the promise of Deuteronomy 31:8 that You are always with us. I pray Your strength for: My Momma; my sisters Linda with the death of a sister-in-law, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Jack; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; Cyndi; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; Serena and her husband; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Preacher Bill Watts; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; my friend with pancreatic cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele who starts treatment this week for breast cancer; and a young lady awaiting cancer testing. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam, Baby Henry, Kaye, Darryle and his family, Pastor Jason and Pastor Mike. I pray for a father with a prodigal daughter to know You have not left him. Lord, once again I pray today will be the day the MS tingling dissipates. Thank You for being My Promise Keeper! Amen.

Jeremiah 29:11-13 - "The Thanksgiving Song"

Today I am thankful for Thanksgiving Days of the past, present, and future. Before falling asleep I thought about many of them. Our first one here in Beaufort held many firsts. It was my first one being away from my family. It was my first one dealing with radiation for breast cancer. We decided to walk the McTeer bridge after the turkey was in the oven. I wasn't sure if I could make it the whole way or not but woo hoo I did! Another first. When we lived in Ohio, the week of Thanksgiving held expectation of having the boys family's at the house sometimes even overnight. There were times when we had people in our home for Thanksgiving dinner who had no family around. There were also times we spent ministering to the homeless. Yesterday as I helped Wanda from Salvation Army sort toys for the upcoming give away I was surrounded by memories of doing such things in Mansfield. What a privilege to be a part of this community in this manner. The day after Thanksgiving traditionally was the day to put up the Christmas tree. Two years when I fell on this day it disrupted a lot of traditions. On Thanksgiving Day that year I remember asking the Carrington's to drop me off at the house for just an hour or two because I needed to be home by myself. The first Thanksgiving without Doc was hard. Some people surround themselves with other people, stay busy, etc. on such days but that day I just needed some time to sit in his recliner and cry. God knew what I needed and provided. Last year the day after Thanksgiving I received a last phone call from my Rickey before he was taken to the hospital which made for a very stressful day. Thanksgiving was suppose to be our first one together but COVID changed that. We had plans to celebrate with my church family on Thanksgiving Day and go to Savannah the day after but obviously that did not happen. Forty-two years ago on Thanksgiving Day I was told to 'take it easy' for the weekend as Paul's birth was to happen the Monday after. I begged the doctors to do the c-section the day after Thanksgiving but it did not work in the surgeon's schedule so it was put off until Monday. Not. After going into labor he was born the day after Thanksgiving. Woo hoo! So many memories of Thanksgivings of the past. Today will be spent with my church family. They love on me well and I am so grateful for each of them in my life. God woke me with Jeremiah 29:11-13 on my mind. He knows what is ahead of all of our days. He knows the hurts and pains of life and desires to be the soothing balm for all of them. He knows the mountains to be climbed and the victories to be won in the process. I am so grateful for this knowledge. I also am grateful He puts people before us to love on us with His love. There are so many hurting people in this world. Some are so lonely because they are physically alone and some are so lonely even though they are surrounded by others. There are many dealing with disease which makes for hard days but when holidays come around they are even harder. Today I choose to bask in the memories of past Thanksgivings, make new memories in the present day, and live in the hope of Christ for future ones. I love a song Ben Rector sings called "The Thanksgiving Song"...

So fill your plate and fill your drink
And fill this house with family
The kind of love that all these years can't wash away
'Cause the older that I get I see that 
Life is short and bittersweet
Thank God for this Thanksgiving Day

Life changes. Holidays change. Both the good and the bad memories are always with us. We must allow God to empower us through holidays so He can use us to help others to also get through them. I do not want to just get through them but I desire to glorify God in the process.

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessing of helping Wanda sort toys yesterday! Thank You for the memories of past Thanksgivings, the memories that will be made today, and the memories You will give me in the future! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing. May people see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts today in a mighty way. I pray for those hurting to feel Your love. I pray they will be empowered to not just get through the day ahead but to glorify You through all that happens. My Momma; my sisters Linda with the death of a sister-in-law, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Jack; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; Cyndi; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; Serena and her husband; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Preacher Bill Watts; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; my friend with pancreatic cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele who starts treatment this week for breast cancer; and a young lady awaiting cancer testing. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam, Baby Henry, Kaye, Darryle and his family, Pastor Jason and Pastor Mike. I pray for a father with a prodigal daughter to know You have not left him. Lord, once again I pray today will be the day the MS tingling dissipates. Thank You for being My Memory Maker! Amen.

Psalm 89 - "I'm So Blessed"

Today I am grateful for times of encouragement. I received encouragement yesterday in many forms. Words of affirmation from friends, revelation of some things from God, another pound forever gone on the scales, the sermon God has for Sunday finished...the list goes on and on. I am so grateful for my life. God is so, so good to provide exactly what I need. He puts people before me to love on me such as Alex asking me to stay for dinner last night. He blesses me through conversations such as Chrissy sharing with me about a health insurance option for me to check out. He gives me opportunities to love on people with His love through listening in times of stress in their life. He uses me to be a tool of encouragement to others which opens my eyes up to how blessed I am myself. The Lord took me to Psalm 89 this morning. This Psalm was written by David with a typical reaction to life. He praises God for all He has done for him and then turns to lamenting about life. Many times we are like David. When life is 'good,' we praise God but then when it becomes challenging we become crabby with Him. We need to praise Him at all time. We need to praise Him on the mountaintop and in the valleys of life. Sometimes it takes searching to find reasons to praise Him but there are always reasons to be found. The more we praise Him the more we will get our focus off ourselves and the issues in our life. Verse fifteen in Psalm 89 tells us when we learn to praise God we will be content. This state of being does not mean everything is perfect. It means we have God's love, mercy, and grace to see us through 'tough' situations. We have His strength to put one foot in front of the other when we feel like we cannot go on. He encourages us in so many ways. Sometimes we may not see the ways He encourages us but they are there. He blesses us no matter what circumstances we find ourselves in. I am reminded of a song Cain sings called "I'm So Blessed"...

And when I count the problems that I see
Hope looks all but gone (Yeah)
But when I count the ways You're good to me
You got me counting all day long, oh, yeah
I'm so blessed, I'm so blessed
Got this heartbeat in my chest
No, it doesn't matter about the rest
If I got You, Lord, I'm so blessed

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for my visit with Chrissy, time with Cait, and Alex making dinner and inviting me to stay! Thank You for the ways You used me to encourage others yesterday! I pray my words were soothing balm in the hurts of life. Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. Go before me today and use me as an instrument of Your love. I pray for many going through 'tough' days to experience Your peace. My Momma; my sisters Linda with the death of a sister-in-law, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Jack; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; Cyndi; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Rick; Serena and her husband; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Preacher Bill Watts; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; my friend with pancreatic cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele who starts treatment this week for breast cancer; and a young lady awaiting cancer testing. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam, Baby Henry, Kaye, Darryle and his family, Pastor Jason and Pastor Mike. I pray for a father with a prodigal daughter to know You have not left him. Lord, once again I pray today will be the day the MS tingling dissipates. Thank You for being My Blessing Maker! Amen.

Proverbs 3:5-6 - "Into The Sea (It's Gonna Be OK)"

Today I am grateful for the way many of our church have embraced the "Moving Forward" sermon series. I have heard stories of people sharing Jesus' love with ones they do not know. I also know there have been relationships strengthened within our church body as we "Move Forward" in the way God leads us. This last week's sermon was about "Moving Forward in God's Blessings." David tells us in Psalm 37 we need to truly trust God, do good for Him, and delight in Him so we can enjoy the blessings He has for us. David's life was full of times he trusted God. Many times people were out to hurt or kill him yet he trusted God. Trust is key in our relationship with Him. When life doesn't make sense, we need to trust Him. When life hurts, we need to trust Him. When life is going well, we need to trust Him. In other words, we need to trust Him at all time. We may not understand the 'why's' of life but He knows all and we need to be ok with that. This week has been one of a lot of both good and tough memories. Forty-two years ago this week I was waiting on the birth of my first born. He was standing up and not turning so it was this week it was determined I would have a c-section after Thanksgiving. Those were frightening days for a first-time Momma. The result was holding Paul in my arms for the first time and being very blessed. One of the early years after being diagnosed with MS I had an exasperation and had IV treatments the week of Thanksgiving. I was bummed to not make Thanksgiving dinner and do all the 'normal' things that surround the holiday. I am grateful for my sister Linda who came to our home and made dinner for us. Fast forward to 2020 and it was my first Thanksgiving since Doc's death. My plans to travel to Texas to be with Paul, Lizzy, and Bella were changed when I fell and had surgery on my arm along with broken ribs. What a disappointment! I am so grateful for Carrington's who took me into their home when I wasn't allowed to be home alone, Elizabeth who made me Thanksgiving dinner, and Sherry who came to be with me for a few weeks. God blessed me in my disappointment. 2021 Thanksgiving week was spent in much prayer for my Rickey who had COVID. Our plans for him to come down for our first Thanksgiving together were cut short and once again it was another disappointment. I trusted God to see me through it and He did. My prayers were not answered as I desired but I am thankful for the knowledge when Rickey left this earth he was ready to be with Jesus. The other day I was looking for my notes about last December activities at the church and could not find something. Unfortunately, many times when going through emotional things life becomes a blur. We do not function normally but we must always remember to trust God no matter what happens in life. I am reminded this morning of one of my favorite Scripture, Proverbs 3:5-6 and grateful. This picture reminds me there will be more sunrises in life to enjoy as I trust Him and live as He desires of me. Right after Doc died Paul sent me a song to listen to called "Into The Sea (It's Gonna Be OK)" that I am reminded of this morning. I am praying for so many who need to realize everything will be OK. It may not be as we think we want it to be but it will be what God knows is best for us. All we have to do is trust Him.

Though the mountains may be moved into the sea
Though the ground beneath might crumble and give way
I can hear my Father singing over me
"It's gonna be OK, it's gonna be OK"

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday with delivering Thanksgiving food to two families in our community! Thank You for the way our church family is embracing "Moving Forward" to be who You desire us to be! Thank You for Clay who is taking Mr. Jack for his procedure today! Thank You for whatever lies ahead today! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May people see/hear You instead of me through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray for many going through 'tough' days to realize "It's Gonna Be OK" as this song tells us. My Momma; my sisters Linda with the death of a sister-in-law, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Jack; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; Cyndi; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Rick; Serena and her husband; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Preacher Bill Watts; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; my friend with pancreatic cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele who starts treatment this week for breast cancer; and a young lady awaiting cancer testing. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam, Baby Henry, Kaye, Darryle and his family, Pastor Jason and Pastor Mike. I pray for a father with a prodigal daughter to know You have not left him. Lord, once again I pray today will be the day the MS tingling dissipates. Thank You for being My 'OK' Maker! Amen.

Proverbs 22:6 - "Big House"

Today I am grateful for memories. I was sharing yesterday about my Daddy and the memories came flooding back. When I was a little girl, I thought the best day possible was a day with getting my hands dirty working outside with my Daddy. Kids today would never understand that statement. My Daddy was the best Daddy who loved me with Jesus' love. Unconditionally. He was not the best one to discipline me but he did at times. He listened to me even when he did not agree with what I said. He was my biggest cheerleader in life and encouraged me greatly. Many days after being diagnosed with MS he would tell me 'Now Sheila Babe, you have to get out of bed and move. If you don't, the MS will take over and I did not raise you to be a quitter.' He called me every morning his last few years of life to check on me. Oh how I miss those calls. When we told my Momma we were moving to South Carolina, her response was not what I expected. She said my Daddy had told her years ago to be prepared for God to move us away. That meant so much to me. First of all, my Daddy's relationship with God was one that was genuine for him to hear from the Lord. Secondly, my Heavenly Father paved the way for the move many years before it even happened. Woo hoo, God! Yesterday afternoon my Momma talked about how much my Daddy has been on her mind these last few days and I realized he has also been on mine more than normal. Maybe it's because the holidays are approaching. Who knows. I am so grateful for the way God sees us through such days with our memory banks. This picture of my Daddy and I was taken when I was a teenager. It is one I will always treasure. I am so thankful for the love of my earthly Daddy and my Heavenly Daddy. I know there are many who do not have such memories. I pray they will allow God to heal the hurts of their heart. I am grateful to be raised in a home where God was top priority but once again I know that is not everyone's life. I also know I did/do not always do what God desires but am grateful for His love, mercy, and grace. I am grateful for second chances. I am reminded this morning of a song from years ago called "Big House" and feeling very blessed...

It's a big big house
With lots and lots a room
A big big table
With lots and lots of food
A big big yard
Where we can play football
A big big house
Its my Father's house

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for the memories of my earthly Daddy that enable me to get through 'tough' days! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You so You will ooze out of my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray peace over many going through difficult days. I pray for a wife that contacted me last night asking for prayer for her and her husband. May they realize Your love and allow You to be the Center of their family. I pray for a couple contemplating divorce to do the same. I pray peace over many going through 'tough' days. My Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Jack; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; Cyndi; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Rick; Serena and her husband; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Preacher Bill Watts; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; my friend with pancreatic cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; and a young lady awaiting cancer testing. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam, Baby Henry, and Kaye. I pray for a father with a prodigal daughter to know You have not left him. I continue to pray for healing and strength for Darryle and his family and for Pastor Jason and Pastor Mike who both had emergency appendectomy's. Lord, once again I pray today will be the day the MS tingling dissipates. Thank You for being My Memory Bank Provider! Amen.

Proverbs 27:19; Colossians 3:12-14; II Timothy 1:7; Ecclesiastes 3; Philippians 4:8 - "I Will Be"

Today I am thankful for times of reflection. Yesterday as I saw the reflection on the pond I asked myself how well do I reflect Christ? Does He reflect through the way I love on others? Do I reflect His compassion in my actions and words? I thought of Paul's words in Colossians 3:12-14 that I preached on a few weeks ago. It reads in the NIV: Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love,which binds them all together in perfect unity. I strive to live each day in this manner but I know I fall short at times in my humanness. The more I strive to reflect God the more it will happen. I am thankful He gives us another chance when we fail to do as He desires and I am thankful He gives us time to reflect upon life. I find my best time of reflection to happen out in nature. When I see the beauty of His creation, I am drawn closer to Him. When I see things such as the reflection in the pond, He takes my thoughts to Scripture. Seeing the row boat reminded me of the day I encountered a mouse in it and immediately II Timothy 1:7 came to my mind. Seeing some leaves changing color reminded me of Ecclesiastes 3 with seasons. Hearing the birds singing reminded me He takes care of all His creation as Matthew 10 speaks of the sparrows. Proverbs 27:19 speaks of what is in our heart will reflect out of us. This reminds me of the 'junk-in/junk-out' Scripture I taught on with my Willard teens. Philippians 4:8 reads in the NIV: Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. The more I put 'good' things into my life the more they will reflect from me. Natalie Grant sings s song called "I Will Be" that encourages me greatly.

I will be a candle in the darkness
I will be the hand of heaven above
I will be a mirror that reflects your endless love

Dear Jesus, Thank You for a time of reflection yesterday that blessed me in abundance! Thank You for being an Example to me as You reflect our Heavenly Father! Thank You for Your Word that comes to my mind so often! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. I pray for You to ooze out of me in a mighty way today. I pray for the sermon You gave me to be received in the way You so desire. I pray the same for all pastors who preach today. I pray Your peace over many going through difficult times. My Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; Cyndi; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Rick; Serena and her husband; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Preacher Bill Watts; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; my friend with pancreatic cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; and a young lady awaiting cancer testing. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam, Baby Henry, and Kaye. I pray for a father with a prodigal daughter to know You have not left him. I continue to pray for healing and strength for Darryle and his family. I pray for emotional healing for a couple contemplating divorce. I pray Your healing touch to come down upon Pastor Jason and Pastor Mike who both had emergency appendectomy's. Lord, once again I pray today will be the day the MS tingling dissipates. Thank You for being My Example! Amen.

Isaiah 40:8 - "Man of Your Word"

Today I am grateful for sunshine in the midst of cloudy days. When the sunshine breaks through, I am reminded God is shining down upon me. Dark and cloudy days play havoc on our emotions. They can put us in a crabby mood so easily. We must remember we cannot have all days of sunshine but must have some 'down' days in the mix. We cannot be on the mountaintop in life all time but need to spend some time in the valleys. God can and will stretch our faith in such times. He stays with us in the valleys so we can enjoy the mountaintop experiences even more. The other day when I took this picture the sun was not shining but the Son was shining down upon me. He blesses me every day with the beauty of the creation I live in. The flowers blooming three hundred and sixty five days a year is such a blessing to me. I continue to be in awe of the climate here in South Carolina. Yesterday even though it was 'chilly' for here it still did not even begin to come close to what I would be experiencing in Ohio. I need to quit complaining about wearing socks, shoes, and jackets. I do believe this is the coldest it has been in November here but I still live in a beautiful place and need to be thankful. When I walk outside, I am surrounded by the beauty of His creation. He speaks to me through such beauty and I am blessed. I read a quote from Martin Luther that speaks volumes to me. “God writes the gospel not in the Bible alone, but on trees and flowers and clouds and stars.” When I look around at God's creation, I see His handiwork and am in awe. I am grateful for every sunrise, sunset, blooming flower, wave in the ocean, etc. that I get to experience. I am grateful for sunshine but especially for the Son who shines down on me. I am grateful for the promises found in His Word. I love the promise of Isaiah 40:8 that His Word will be forever. Every word written in the Bible is the truth because it was God inspired. There are times when the Scripture may get twisted but God's intent for it in our life remains the same. I am reminded of a song called "Man of Your Word"...

If You said it, we believe it, hey, yeah-yeah
If You said it, we believe it
'Cause You're a man of Your word

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for our gathering with the ladies to celebrate Debbie's birthday! I am so blessed by each of them. Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May You shine brightly through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts today. I pray Your peace over many in the valleys of life. My Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; Cyndi; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Rick; Serena and her husband; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Preacher Bill Watts; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; my friend with pancreatic cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; and a young lady awaiting cancer testing. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam, Betty, Baby Henry, and Kaye. I pray for a father with a prodigal daughter to know You have not left him. I continue to pray for healing and strength for Darryle and his family. I pray for emotional healing for a couple contemplating divorce. Lord, once again I pray today will be the day the MS tingling dissipates. Thank You for being My Promise Writer! Amen.

Philippians 2:20-22; I Timothy 6:12 - "Goodness of God"

Today I am thankful for my 'partner in crime' Cait. Staff meetings are so much fun with her but yesterday the tears were falling with so much laughter. I appreciate her willingness to serve in the church and her love for people. When I look at our relationship, I am reminded of Doc and James' relationship. They played hard together as they served alongside one another. Cait and I do the same. I am privileged to have her call me her pastor and surrogate Momma. Having Landon and Annabelle call me pastor/Grandma is another perk in our relationship. God continually blesses me through Cait, Alex, and the kids. I know I would not be where I am today in ministry without them and for that I am grateful. Cait makes ministry easier by helping to plan and execute events. Last year when I was called to Ohio for Rickey's last moments on this earth I had nothing to worry about. I knew she had the Christmas program under control. In times of ministry where we both are exhausted I know she is with me until the very end. I love how God uses our gifts together to further His Kingdom. Yesterday was a perfect example when we were able to rearrange some things on the calendar because God had given me sermons for two of the four weeks of Advent which left flexibility with what He gave Cait. I am thankful God gave me the privilege to be Cait's mentor. As her mentor I have a great responsibility to equip her to do ministerial tasks successfully in the place God has placed us. Paul's words in Philippians 2:20-22 describe our relationship. I have no one else like him, who will show genuine concern for your welfare. For everyone looks out for their own interests, not those of Jesus Christ. But you know that Timothy has proved himself, because as a son with his father he has served with me in the work of the gospel. Paul described his relationship with Timothy as that of father-son. This showed the treasure Paul had in his relationship with Timothy. He was thankful for Timothy just as I am thankful for Cait. I am thankful for her encouragement when life gets tough and for her servant heart which blesses me in abundance. I am thankful for times of laughter we seem to have often. I am thankful for the way God is the center of our relationship and works to further His Kingdom through our combined efforts. God knew I needed a partner in ministry after Doc died and He did well in bringing Cait to me. He takes care of me every moment of every day. I am reminded of the song "Goodness of God" this morning...

Cause all my life You have been faithful
And all my life You have been so, so good
With every breath that I am able
Oh, I will sing of the goodness of God

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings You give me through Cait! Thank You for the way You work in and through us as a ministerial team to further Your Kingdom! Thank You for giving us both what we need every day with our physical issues! Cleanse me so You can fill me so I can be who You have called me to be. May I shine brightly for You today. I pray blessings upon many going through 'tough' days. My Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; Cyndi; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Rick; Serena and her husband; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Preacher Bill Watts; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; my friend with pancreatic cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; and a young lady awaiting cancer testing. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam, Betty, Baby Henry, and Kaye. I pray for a father with a prodigal daughter to know You have not left him. I continue to pray for healing and strength for Darryle and his family. I pray for emotional healing for a couple contemplating divorce. Lord, once again I pray today will be the day the MS tingling dissipates. Thank You for being My Goodness! Amen.

Psalm 15 - "When We Fall Apart"

Today I am grateful for daylight and nighttime. I am grateful for the time change that makes it be lighter a little earlier for my morning walks. I also am grateful for the way God calmed my fears over being alone in the car after dark many years ago. It was at the time we lived on Tannerville Road in the early eighties that I was fearful. There had been a little girl who lived in Marshallville that was taken and killed. When I would be out after dark, my mind would wonder about a van stopping me just to kill me too. I guess the imagination of a young wife/mother can go anywhere. There were many nights I drove home after having a Tupperware party very afraid. I was reminded of this last night as I drove home in the dark. It does not phase me now. In fact, it is pretty much a daily occurrence. Praise God for the way He delivers us from such things. There have been times when I'm walking in the mornings at the waterfront where I become uncomfortable with someone new. I am grateful God puts people in my path that make me feel safe. I also am grateful today for the church building that I will walk in later today. I had trouble falling asleep last night so slept in until 6:30. When I saw it was only forty-four degrees outside, I chose to walk inside today. Burrrrrr! I also am grateful for a webinar I watched yesterday that was not what I expected. It did not line up with the title but it was no 'mistake' I was to watch it. There were things in it that enhanced our Bible study last night. God also gave me material for the sermon that He is crafting for in two weeks. I love the way He works! This morning He took me to Psalm 15 to remind me of what it takes to live with Him for eternity. David wrote of how a person who desires to live with Him forever is passionate and wholehearted...sincere...always speaks the truth...trustworthy...are a good friend...live out their commitments. The results of such living is found in verse five. Those who do these things will never be shaken; they will stand firm forever. Woo hoo! The word forever is a powerful word. There is no ending in forever. Yesterday as I once again dealt with 'junk' with the estate God reminded me He is with me. When I fell apart and the tears came, He consoled me through my Momma talking with me over the phone. When I needed someone compassionate, He provided a lady by the name of Priscilla at BMH that spoke words of encouragement over me. I am so grateful for His love, mercy, and grace to see me through such times. I am grateful for the knowledge He knows every tear that falls and is there to love me through them. This morning I am reminded of a song Ryan Stevenson sings called "When We Fall Apart." I have not always been able to hear or sing this song without falling apart but praise God I am stronger today than I have been in the past. Woo hoo!

It's ok to cry
It's ok to fall apart
You don't have to try
To be strong when you are not
And it may take sometime to make sense of all your thoughts
But don't ever fight your tears
'Cause there is freedom in every drop
Sometimes the only way to heal a broken heart is when we fall apart

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for Your love, mercy, and grace that not only get me through each day but empowers me to glorify You through them! Thank You for my Momma listening and encouraging me yesterday along with the encouragement I received from Priscilla at BMH! Thank You for another day of life ahead! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May You shine brightly through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts today. I pray Your peace over many going through 'tough' days. My Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; Cyndi; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Rick; Serena and her husband; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Preacher Bill Watts; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; my friend with pancreatic cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; and a young lady awaiting cancer testing. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, and Russ. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam, Betty, and Baby Henry. I pray for a father with a prodigal daughter to know You have not left him. I continue to pray for healing and strength for Darryle and his family. I pray for emotional healing for a couple contemplating divorce. I pray for those involved in the accident I came upon yesterday. Lord, once again I pray today will be the day the MS tingling dissipates. Thank You for being My Forever! Amen.