Isaiah 42:2; Philippians 4:13 - "Word of God Speak"

Yesterday was emotional when I went for a walk in the woods. There was water everywhere so I didn't know if I would be able to get very far. I was going to forego the walk but then was reminded of the Lord's words in Isaiah 42. Earlier in the day when I received the results from my MRI's God reminded me He has been with me every step of the way in this twenty-nine year journey. It is amazing to think it was twenty-nine years this month the journey began as I waited on a diagnosis. The testing, physical therapy, etc. was hard but God was with me. Throughout the last twenty-nine years there have been many challenges yet God was with me. He never leaves me nor does He ever make me feel like I am on this journey alone. The tears flowed as I walked. They were tears of gratefulness for all I have learned on this journey with MS. They were tears of frustration as the tingling in my head/face continues. They were tears of joy in knowing God gives me things such as a muddy woods as a gift to remind me of who He is in my life. I came upon some branches broken on the ground and thought about how they represent life. One minute we can be a beautiful tree with leaves and the next we can be broken. Being broken is a good thing because it is in brokenness that we grow in our faith. When we are broken, we get a new perspective on life. As we allow God to work in and through us we will realize His empowerment in a deeper aspect. Twenty-nine years ago God gave me Philippians 4:13 which empowered me over the years to realize His strength in every way possible in life. I am thankful for the way He uses nature to speak to me. I also am so thankful for His Word that encourages me. I am reminded this morning of a song Mercy Me sings called "Word of God Speak" and feeling very blessed...

Word of God speak
Would You pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
To be still and know
That You're in this place
Please let me stay and rest
In Your holiness 
Word of God speak

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the way You speak to me through nature and Your Word! Thank You for using a muddy woods yesterday to remind me You are with me every step of the way on this journey with MS! Thank You for the MRI's showing stability with the disease and for the way You are going to continue to be with me with the tingling on my face/head! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May You shine brightly through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts throughout the day ahead. May You be the peace needed in so many people's lives as they "pass through the waters" in life. Andy and his family with Katelyn's cancer; Kaye and her family; Rachael; my Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; Ashley Foor; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Katelyn; Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; Susan; and a dear friend awaiting an oncologist appointment. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam and Darryle and his family. I praise You for continued reconciliation for a father and his prodigal daughter. I pray for Melinda and Todd with all they are going through. Thank You for being My Strength! Amen.

Psalm 46:10a - "Peace Be Still"

Yesterday's sermon was centered on the story of Bartimaeus who was healed from blindness. He realized Jesus could heal him and asked for that healing. He did not put off asking but realized the opportunity was there in front of him for that moment. Sometimes life throws you a curve ball. When that happens, there are choices to make. Do you fall apart or lean into God for His strength to get you through? Do you allow people/circumstances to tear you down or do you allow God to lift you up? Do you worry and fret over the 'what ifs' of life or do you trust God to show you the direction need taken? Bartimaeus showed great faith in his situation. He did not allow fear to take over but instead trusted God. These words were written in yesterday's sermon. I'm not sure if they were said or not but I hope they were. Faith is God asking us to do something greater than we’ve ever done, and He’s asking us to depend on Him in the process. And because this can be a bit scary, we fall back on our fears and maintain the status quo. Therefore by faith we’re to face our fears. When life seems to be falling apart, God doesn't leave us but instead is right there with us to not only get us through such times but to see us glorify Him in the process. In the midst of the storm we read about in Matthew 14 Jesus asked Peter to come to Him on the water. Peter started to him and all was good until Peter took his focus off Jesus. He was worried over the storm and instead of allowing Jesus to be his focus he allowed the storm to take over. That is exactly what happens in life when we allow the 'storms' of life to be our focus. Worry sets in. Peace is at a distance. The beginning words of Psalm 46:10 are ones we need to embrace not just in the 'storms' of life but at all time. The more we do, the more we receive His peace. I like a quote by Tony Evans."Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday. Focusing on living for God’s kingdom today is the antidote to worry." Praise His Holy Name for this knowledge! I am reminded this morning of a song Hope Darst sings called "Peace Be Still"....

Peace be still
Say the word and I will
Set my feet upon the sea
Till I'm dancing in the deep
Peace be still
You are here so it is well
Even when my eyes can't see
I will trust the voice that speaks

Dear Jesus, Thank You for an awesome service yesterday! Thank You for the way You confirmed my prayers with Clay's prayer! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May people see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray for wisdom as I go to my neurologist appointment and for clarity in my thinking. I pray for all who are going through 'storms' of life to experience Your peace. Andy and his family with Katelyn's situation; Kaye and her family; Rachael; my Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; Ashley Foor; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Katelyn; Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; Susan; and a dear friend awaiting an oncologist appointment. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam and Darryle and his family. I praise You for continued reconciliation for a father and his prodigal daughter. I pray for Melinda and Todd with all they are going through. Thank You for being My Peace! Amen.

Numbers 6:24-26 - "Eye of the Storm"

Even though I was blessed throughout the ten days I was away from home I was even more blessed to be home. Many people may not understand this but there is such peace in my life when I'm here. I am thankful God gives me His peace no matter where I am. I am thankful I can be hundreds of miles from home and yet still enjoy life. But most of all I am thankful for the satisfaction of knowing I am where I am suppose to be when I am here. I have been told by different ones that I make the best of situations and enjoy life no matter what is happening. I try to live in this manner. I also try to make life easier for those around me. I try to love on people with Jesus' love and do whatever I can to help them. I know there are times I miss opportunities God puts before me. Shame on me! Thankfully God is a forgiving God who wraps His arms around me and lets me know it's ok when I miss opportunities. Last night before going to bed, twice in the night, and again this morning I prayed for pastors who will be preaching today to not only speak what God gave them but to listen to the response afterward. It is hard to preach and there be no response but we must remember God is working on hearts even when no response is shown. We also must remember people are humans who sometimes are afraid to speak what is given to them. It takes time to ponder upon things revealed to us. Sometimes it is in the time of pondering we learn truly what God has for us. As I stood outside yesterday and felt the sun shining down on me I thought about how the warmth of the Son I feel. God is so good to provide exactly what is needed. My emotional tank got filled up yesterday outside. I am so thankful for the way my physical body is functioning. I am thankful for the way God continues to keep the MS in control. Tomorrow when I get the MRI results from the neurologist I know I may have decisions to make regarding medication and/or IV treatments. I do not want to do either but I also know God knows what I need to do and will give me wisdom. He gives peace no matter what situation I find myself in and for that I am grateful. A song Ryan Stevenson sings called "Eye of the Storm" is on my mind this morning...

In the eye of the storm, You remain in control
And in the middle of the war, You guard my soul
You alone are the anchor, when my sails are torn
Your love surrounds me in the eye of the storm

Sometimes the storms of life are small and other times they are like a hurricane wrecking havoc in our lives. No matter the size or the strength God is still greater than any storm that comes our way. Praise His Holy Name!

Dear Jesus, Thank You for Your love, mercy, and grace that not only get us through the storms of life but empowers us to glorify You through them! Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for going before not only myself but all pastors preaching today and paving the way for changed hearts! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You so people will see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray You empowerment over many going through difficult days. Andy and his family with Katelyn's situation; Kaye and her family; Rachael; my Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; Ashley Foor; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Katelyn; Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; Susan; and a dear friend awaiting an oncologist appointment. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam and Darryle and his family. I praise You for continued reconciliation for a father and his prodigal daughter. I pray for Melinda and Todd with all they are going through. Thank You for being My Anchor! Amen.

Philippians 4:13 - "Wait On You"

Yesterday was another long day but one I am thankful to have the privilege to experience. Being at the hospital has reminded me how much I feel at home in that setting. I remember when I was given the opportunity to be a Medical Chaplain at Willard I was so blessed from the start to when my time ended there. Loving on people with Jesus' love is something that comes naturally to me but when I'm in a medical setting it becomes more intense. I know I cannot fix people's problems but I can be there to encourage them to allow God to be their strength. Sometimes we have to realize it does not always take words to do so. When people see us living out His strength in our own lives, they will realize it themselves. As they watch our response to tough situations they will realize we do not live in our own strength but in His strength. Paul's words in Philippians 4:13 were ones God gave me twenty-nine years ago when I was going through the MS diagnosis. I thought at the time He was telling me I had His physical strength but realized it is every aspect of life that I have His strength. Physical, mental, emotional, financial, and most of all spiritual strength is mine when I allow Him to live in and through me. Last night we watched the sunset driving down the highway. It always amazes me how God uses so many different colors to show the beauty of His creation. I could not get 'good' pictures with being in the car and even when we pulled over a couple times the pictures were not possible. The cool thing about it was I have the pictures etched in my mind. Each sunset is different just as each of us were created different. Sometimes due to weather there is no visible sunset yet each day has an ending and a beginning. We have a choice to make on how we will live each day. I was reminded yesterday of something Doc told me in his last weeks of life. I won a free picnic for us from Common Ground to be enjoyed at the waterfront. He was too weak to get out to do it so I parked and we sat in the truck and enjoyed it. He told me to make sure to never forget that day. We knew his time was getting closer to leaving and he told me to never forget to have fun in life. In the thirty plus years of marriage one of the biggest gifts he gave me was the knowledge that each day is a gift and we need to enjoy them. I am so thankful for this knowledge that I strive to put into practice. It does not mean each day is perfect or without pain but it does mean God desires to empower us to make each day the best it can be. We do not know what is ahead but when we know the One who does we are blessed in abundance. I am reminded of the song "Wait On You" that reminds me of the importance of waiting on God no matter what is happening in life. I cannot manipulate things to go my way but instead need to allow God to show His ways to me. 

I'm gonna wait on You
I'm gonna wait on You
I've tasted Your goodness
I'll trust in Your promise
I'm gonna wait on You

Dear Jesus, 

Thank You for the reminder I have Your physical, mental, emotional, financial, and most of all spiritual strength when I allow You to live in and through me! Thank You for the safe trip home and for the way You blessed me over these last couple of weeks! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May people see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude and thoughts. I pray for many going through difficult times to realize Your strength. Andy and his family with Katelyn's situation; Kaye and her family; Rachael; my Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; Ashley Foor; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Katelyn; Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; Susan; and a dear friend awaiting an oncologist appointment. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam; Darryle and his family; and Janis' mother, I praise You for continued reconciliation for a father and his prodigal daughter. I pray for Melinda and Todd with all they are going through. Thank You for being My Strength! Amen.

Esther 4:14; Romans 8:28 - "Joy In The Morning"

While out walking yesterday I thought about how the big city is definitely not where I would want to live. I remember when we moved to Beaufort I thought it was huge with leaving Willard. It is so much larger than Willard but after being in Richmond for this time Beaufort is small. No matter where I am i make the best of the situation and look for things to do, places to see, etc. One of yesterday's walks took me to see some really neat old buildings. Walking up and down hills is something I can't do at home. Doing seven flights of stairs to get up to the room is another thing that is not at home. Seeing the sunrise off the parking garage was another new experience. All of these things are not what I would want to do every day but they also are things I'm thankful to have the opportunity to experience. I am thankful to be here with my friends supporting them however I can. I am thankful for time to pray with and for them. I am reminded this morning of the words of Esther 4:14, specifically the last part of the verse where it speaks of ...for such a time as this... No matter what circumstances we find ourselves in, where God leads us, etc. we can make a difference. Mordecei encouraged Queen Esther to continue on the path put before her. We need people to encourage us too. When times of doubt creep in, we need people to be our cheerleaders. When fear comes over us, we need to remember fear is not from God but from the enemy. When we wonder why God has us where He does, we need to remember He will use us as we allow Him. He loves us so much and provides exactly what we need to accomplish what He desires. Paul wrote in Romans 8:28 (NIV), And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Praise His Holy Name! Esther's life had a lot of tragic things happen such as the loss of her parents. God desired to use her to make a difference in the world. He desires to use everyone. The things He has for us are different yet they all are to fulfill a purpose for Him. Things may not make sense to us as to why God puts people or opportunities before us but they don't have to. All we have to do is walk with Him and allow Him to use us as He desires. I am reminded of a song King & Country sings called "Joy In The Morning." When we allow God to direct us, we will experience exactly what He has for us.

Everything happens for a reason
But you don't know what you don't know
And you'll never have peace if you don't let go of tomorrow
'Cause it ain't even faith 'til your plan falls apart
But you still choose to follow
If it doesn't make sense right now
It will when it's over

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Cleanse me so You can fill me with more of You. I pray Your supernatural strength over many going through difficult days. Andy and his family with Katelyn's situation; Kaye and her family; Rachael; my Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; Ashley Foor; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Katelyn; Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; Susan; and a dear friend awaiting an oncologist appointment. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam; Darryle and his family; and Janis' mother, I praise You for continued reconciliation for a father and his prodigal daughter. I pray for Melinda and Todd with all they are going through. Thank You for being My 'Joy In The Morning'! Amen.

Psalm 113 - "My Praise"

Walking in a big city is so different than walking in my little world of paradise. I miss home but am thankful God has given me the opportunity to be here. I am thankful for people He has put in my path. I am thankful for the reminders of Psalm 113 to praise Him from the time I get up until the time I go to bed. There is always something to praise Him for no matter what is happening in life.  When we praise Him, it takes our minds off of whatever we are going through. The more we praise Him, the more we will realize His greatness in our life. Sometimes it is hard to find words to praise Him so we need to allow Him to work in and through us. Sometimes our actions do not show praise yet He knows our hearts. We do not praise God enough nor do we thank Him enough for all He does for us. C.S. Lewis wrote, "I think we delight to praise what we enjoy because the praise not merely expresses but completes the enjoyment; it is its appointed consummation." In reading this quote, it makes me think I do not enjoy God enough. It is easy to enjoy the beauty of His creation and to praise Him for it. It was easy to praise Him for the little birdies singing the other morning or my walk in the rain yesterday. I enjoyed such things and praised Him for it. Sitting in ICU is not enjoyable yet I need to still find reason to praise Him. There is always a reason to praise Him. I am reminded this morning of a song Philips, Craig and Dean sings called "My Praise"...

It's like an ocean breeze blowing on your face
Like a summer sun with its warm embrace
Like a gentle rain plays a symphony
that's what I want my praise to be
Like a fragrant rose in the early spring
Like an eagle soars when it spreads its wings
Whatever, Lord, You may need from me
that's what I want my praise to be
To You

Dear Jesus, Thank You for being with Jack yesterday for his procedure and for Clay taking him! Thank You for the blessings You gave me throughout the day yesterday to love with Your love! Thank You for continuing to be with so many people going through difficult days! May all find a reason to praise You in the day ahead. Andy and his family with Katelyn's situation; Kaye and her family; Rachael; my Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; Ashley Foor; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Katelyn; Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; Susan; and a dear friend awaiting an oncologist appointment. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam; Darryle and his family; and Janis' mother, I praise You for continued reconciliation for a father and his prodigal daughter. I pray for Melinda and Todd with all they are going through. Thank You for being The One I Praise! Amen.

Psalm 28:7 - "Praise You In This Storm"

Yesterday was a beautiful day with bright sunshine. When I left the hospital to take a walk, I saw a group of little birds gathered in a magnolia tree singing. Even though it was chilly they were happy to be enjoying the sunshine. I thought about how we can learn from them. Circumstances may not be ideal or they may be challenging yet we still can praise God. We can always find something to be thankful for and need to express that to God. Charles Spurgeon wrote, "The early morning hour should be dedicated to praise: do not the birds set us the example?" Yes! As I think of the day ahead I have no clue what it holds. Yesterday started with a  lot of positives but then quickly changed to being full of challenges. God was with us in the positives and He was with us in the challenges. He never leaves us and for that I am grateful. He is always there to encourage us, love on us, and direct us. Praise His Holy Name! As I stood listening to the birds yesterday with the sun shining down I thought about how God shines down on us 24/7. He loves on us even when we miss opportunities He puts before us or do things He is not pleased with. His love is unconditional and we need to follow His example and love others with the same type of love. What do we do when someone hurts us? We complain, get mad, etc. What do we do when things are not going 'our way'? We complain, get mad, etc. What do we do when we feel like life is falling apart? We complain, get mad, etc. Instead of complaining, getting mad, etc. in such circumstances we need to praise God. Once again, there is always something to praise Him for and to be thankful for no matter what is happening in life. This morning I am reminded of the song Casting Crowns sings called Praise You In This Storm....

And I'll praise you in this storm
And I will lift my hands
That you are who you are
No matter where I am
And every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise you in this storm

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the reminder to Praise You In This Storm no matter what is happening in life! Thank You for the birds yesterday that reminded me to praise You even when life is not 'perfect' and to be thankful for every blessing You provide! Cleanse me so You can fill me with more of You so I can praise You more. I pray Your strength over many going through difficult days. May they all find reason to praise You. I pray for wisdom for the doctors doing Jack's procedure today. I pray Your peace over: Andy and his family with Katelyn's situation; Kaye and her family; Rachael; my Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; Ashley Foor; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Katelyn; Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; Susan; and a dear friend awaiting an oncologist appointment. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam; Darryle and his family; and Janis' mother, I praise You for continued reconciliation for a father and his prodigal daughter. I pray for Melinda and Todd with all they are going through. Thank You for being The One I Praise! Amen.

Exodus 14:14 - "Still"

The saying 'you can take the girl out of the country but you can't take th country out of the girl' is also applicable to a pastor. It does not matter where I am the pastor part of me is there. Yesterday was a prime example of this. I found myself in the ICU waiting room hearing someone crying and went to them. I asked if I could pray with them and her answer was, 'Yes, please!' I prayed and then talked with her for a bit. She poured her story out to me and we talked. I asked if she had someone to be with her and she said her daughter was on her way. After sitting and talking for a bit the Chaplain came. She explained I was with another family but had heard/saw her crying and prayed with her. He was appreciated of me. As I walked away from them I thanked God for the privilege to be there at that moment. I thanked Him for the privilege to be here for Andy, Debbie, and their family and asked Him to continue to use me however He desired. ICU is a tough place to spend time. I remember when I was a hospital chaplain I soon realized I had to keep my focus on God and not allow the enemy to distract me with being tired or worried. God is in control no matter what the circumstances we find ourselves in as we allow Him. He is there to encourage us, love on us, direct us, provide us His strength, etc. The key is we must allow Him. I am reminded this morning of Exodus 14:14 that tells us He is there for us and we just need to be still before Him. He cannot work in and through us if we are busy figuring things out on our own. He cannot direct us if we are too busy thinking about what we think is best. We cannot hear Him or walk in obedience to Him if we are speaking too much ourselves. Being still before God is a must in the busyness of life if we truly desire to walk with Him. Hilary Scott sings a song called "Still" that says it all...

You're parting waters
Making a way for me
You're moving mountains that I don't even see
You've answered my prayer before I even speak
All You need for me to be is still

Yes! He does wonderful things in our life as we wait on Him. We cannot manipulate things to be the way we desire but instead must rest in Him. We must realize it takes going through the difficult times in life to grow our faith. If life were perfect, we would not need God. Sometimes it takes hitting bottom to realize just how much we do need Him.

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the privilege to be here with Andy, Debbie, and their family! Thank You for the privilege to pray with 'Melinda' who I didn't even know! Thank You for using me however You so desire! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May You continue to be with many going through difficult days. Andy and his family with Katelyn's situation; Kaye and her family; Rachael; my Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; Ashley Foor; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Katelyn; Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; Susan; and a dear friend awaiting an oncologist appointment. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam; Darryle and his family; and Janis' mother, I praise You for continued reconciliation for a father and his prodigal daughter. I pray for Melinda and Todd with all they are going through. Thank You for being My Stillness! Amen.

Isaiah 41:10; John 7:38 - "Reason"

There are times in life where you feel so helpless. There is nothing you can do to change circumstances. Such times are hard when you have a 'fixer' personality. It is during such times we must remember that God knows all. He knows what needs to happen and how it needs to happen. He knows what we need to do to encourage others, realize what we need ourselves, etc. We need to lean into Him so He can reveal to us what we need to do or say. John 7:38 tells us when we believe in Him, He will flow out of us. Therefore, when we find ourselves in situations feeling helpless all we have to do is allow Him to help us through such times. We are not helpless but instead have hope through Him. We may not be able to physically do anything for someone but when He directs us on how to encourage others we are no longer helpless. Sitting in ICU is one place that can make you feel helpless. I pray for Katelyn, for her family, all of the medical personnel who care for her, etc. Sometimes prayer has to be enough. When I feel helpless, I remind myself God is in the midst of everything happening. Praise His Holy Name for this knowledge. I am thankful for Isaiah's words in chapter forty-one, verse ten. They encourage me to not allow circumstances to pull me away from trusting God. They encourage me to not allow the enemy an open door with putting fear upon me. They encourage me to continue to allow God to be my God. Spurgeon wrote of this verse: 

Go on, then, child of God. All thy foes that resist thy salvation shall disappear before thy onward march. “Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.” Advance to meet thy cares, and God shall take thy cares away. Only be thou strong and of a good courage, and rest in the everlasting arm, and thou shalt be more than a conqueror.

Praise His Holy Name! God has everything under control. I do not have to fret over anything but instead need to allow God to work in and through me no matter lies ahead in the day. I am reminded this morning of a song called "Reason" that Unspoken sings....

This year's felt like four seasons of winter
And you'd give anything to feel the sun
Always reaching, always climbing
Always second guessing the timing
But God has a plan, a purpose in this
You are His child and don't you forget

Dear Jesus,

Thank You for time with my Momma to celebrate her ninety-second birthday, June for taking me to the airport, my credit card being returned at the airport, safe travels, Andy picking me up at the airport, and the blessing to be with the Vinson family during this difficult time! Thank You for loving me so greatly with giving me the reminder of Isaiah 41:10 and the song "Reason"! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with You. May people see/hear You through me in the day ahead. I pray peace over many going through tough days. Andy and his family with Katelyn's situation; Kaye and her family; Rachael; my Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; Ashley Foor; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Katelyn; Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; Susan; and a dear friend awaiting an oncologist appointment. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam; Darryle and his family; and Janis' mother, I praise You for continued reconciliation for a father and his prodigal daughter. I pray for Melinda and Todd with all they are going through. Thank You for being My Hope! Amen.

Proverbs 3:5-6 - "Thank You"

Woo hoo! Today is my Momma's ninety-second birthday! I always say, 'When I grow up, I want to be just like her!' She has taught me so much in life but especially how to depend upon the Lord no matter what circumstance I find myself. I am thankful for my parents faith in God and for the way they lived it out each and every day. Last night I had an opportunity to pray with a childhood friend and shared Proverbs 3:5-6 with them as they continue to seek God's will. This verse is one my parents lived by every day. It has been almost ten years since my Daddy died. This past week has been more emotional than usual for my Momma with missing him. They were married sixty-six years with many mountains and valleys throughout those years. Yesterday my Momma talked about how there are not many women who can say they have lived to the age of ninety-two, birthed five children, and raised seven children. I told her she is very blessed and I am blessed to have her for my Momma. Her listening ear when the emotions get the best of me is something I so appreciate. Her honesty and encouragement with me is also things I appreciate. I know there will come a day I will no longer have her with me on this earth. I also am thankful to live in the knowledge I will live with her for eternity. I am reminded of a song called "Thank You" this morning and feeling so blessed for the life my Momma lives as an example for me to follow.

Thank you for giving to the Lord
I am a life that was changed
Thank you for giving to the Lord
I am so glad you gave

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessing of my Momma who shows me how to live for You! Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! I pray for safe travels in the day ahead and thank You in advance for giving me whatever I need to not just get through the day but to glorify You through it. Just as I prayed before going to bed, throughout the night, and again this morning I pray for all pastors who will be preaching today. Thank You for Clay who is filling the pulpit for me! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with You. I pray Your peace and strength over many going through difficult days. Andy and his family with Katelyn's situation; Kaye and her family; Rachael; my Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; Ashley Foor; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Katelyn; Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; Susan; and a dear friend awaiting an oncologist appointment. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam; Darryle and his family; and Janis' mother, I praise You for continued reconciliation for a father and his prodigal daughter. I pray for Melinda and Todd with all they are going through. I pray for Donna who is had knee replacement surgery and Cathy who had shoulder surgery. Thank You for being My Blesser! Amen.

Isaiah 41:10 - "Strength of My Life"

Yesterday was such a blessed day with celebrating Christmas with Ben, Emily, and the kids. They are always such fun to be around. God blesses me in abundance with trips to Ohio to be with family. He provides financially to make the trips happen and for that I am grateful. He provides by filling my emotional tank up through these visits. He knows what I need and provides. Praise His Holy Name! Sitting around doing crossword puzzles after we ate and opened gifts shows it does not take a lot of money to make memories. As I look at this picture taken of our four generations I once again thank God for all His blessings. My Momma will turn nine-two tomorrow which is a great blessing. She is struggling mentally and physically  but God continues to give her life. As I see Ben with his children I once again am blessed. He is such a good husband and Daddy. Getting hugs from them all is another blessing. Reflecting back on the memories of all we have gone through in life is a blessing in knowing God is always with us. I am reminded of the words of Isaiah in chapter forty-one verse ten. We do not have to fear anything in life but instead need to lean into God. He will give us exactly what we need to not just get through life but to glorify Him in the process. When my sister was murdered many years ago, I saw great strength in my parents that could only come from the Lord. Throughout my Daddy's journey with cancer I saw that same strength. They are the example I have to live by. I pray Ben has seen that same strength in me to follow and his children will see that same strength in him. We have a purpose on this earth. We are to love with God's love and allow Him to work in and through us. Oh how I pray I do this every day in a way that will make Him proud of me. This morning I am reminded of the song "Strength of My Life" that Leslie Phillips sings...

And everyday I look to you
To be the strength of my life
You're the hope I hold onto
Be the strength of my life

No one knows what is ahead but when we know the One who does life is easier. When the challenges of life come, God is there to give us exactly what we need. He is there to love us through the hurts of life and to give wisdom for every decision put before us. 

Dear Jesus, Thank You for such a wonderful day yesterday with Ben, Emily, and the kids as we celebrated Christmas! Thank You for all the hugs and 'I love you Grandma Sheila' that I received! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May people see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I continue to pray for many going through challenging days to receive Your strength. Andy and his family with Katelyn's situation; Kaye and her family; Rachael; my Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; Ashley Foor; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Katelyn; Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; Susan; and a dear friend awaiting an oncologist appointment. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam; Darryle and his family; and Janis' mother, I praise You for continued reconciliation for a father and his prodigal daughter. I pray for Melinda and Todd with all they are going through. I pray for Donna who is had knee replacement surgery and Cathy who had shoulder surgery. Thank You for being My Strength! Amen.

James 1:2-3 - "Another In The Fire"

Some days are more challenging than others. It is definitely more challenging to fly in today's world than it was a couple years ago. Delays are the new norm and when one happens there is a trickle down effect on all aspects of the trip. I was reminded yesterday of the words of James 1:2-3 as I found myself getting grumpy. It is in the challenges of life that we have the choice to give the enemy an open door or we can embrace and learn from such challenges. There is always something to be thankful for in the midst of challenges. We cannot be nearly as easy to be crabby when we are being grateful. The more we focus on God the less we will think about our present circumstances. Challenges are things put in our life for a reason. Yesterday in the course of the hours spent sitting in airports I had a lot of time to think and pray. I had work with me to do yet my laptop stayed in the bag. I told one friend I felt 'out of sorts' and couldn't concentrate on the projects I had to do. Praying is the best thing to get my mind on the right path. I started my day yesterday praying with Katelyn as she continues to struggle with stage four cancer. I continue to pray for her and her family through these difficult days. If I were in their shoes, how could I embrace James 1:2-3? How could I feel joy when faced with such a devastating thing in life? The only way to get through such times is to lean into God's strength and allow Him to not just get you through it but to glorify Him through it. I had opportunity during the day to pray for some people who were physically struggling to function and for some people who are struggling in relationships. The more I prayed the less I focused on my own circumstances. The key to having joy in the midst of challenges is to keep Jesus first. 

Jesus

Others

Yourself

I am reminded this morning of the song "Another In The Fire" that United sings. It reminds me that no matter what challenges come my way God is with me.

There'll be another in the fire
Standing next to me
There'll be another in the waters
Holding back the seas
And should I ever need reminding
How good You've been to me
I'll count the joy come every battle
'Cause I know that's where You'll be
I can see the light

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for getting me through the challenges with flying! Thank You for reminding me to stay focused on You and to be grateful! Thank You for Andy taking me to the airport and June picking me up from the airport! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. I pray for Donna who is having knee replacement surgery today, Cathy who had shoulder surgery yesterday, and Wanda's family with the death of her husband's uncle. May You be so near to these dear ladies. May You continue to be with: Andy and his family with Katelyn's situation; Kaye and her family; Rachael; my Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; Ashley Foor; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Katelyn; Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; Susan; and a dear friend awaiting an oncologist appointment. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam; Darryle and his family; and Janis' mother, I praise You for continued reconciliation for a father and his prodigal daughter. I pray for Melinda and Todd with all they are going through. Thank You for being My Joy! Amen.

I Thessalonians 5:11 - "That's The Way It's Meant To Be"

Sometimes I wonder if I have a sign on my forehead that says 'I am a good listener'! It is not unusual for people, including strangers, to talk to me. Yesterday morning I had an encounter with a lady in the restroom at the hospital. My 'Good morning...how are you?' had a long answer of how she was doing. I thought about how many times we say those words and perhaps don't really mean them. They are common words spoken without thought. I know for myself there are times when someone asks me how I am doing, I use the common answer of 'fine' or 'ok' instead of getting into details. But there are also times when I will tell someone how I truly feel when asked. When someone opens up to me, I hope I follow God's lead by what He desires of me. Yesterday I wondered if I should pray with the lady but did not feel prompted to do so. Sometimes the Holy Spirit does prompt me and I am blessed when I walk in obedience to Him. There are so many hurting people in this world. I am blessed when God puts one in my path to love on with His love. I was reminded yesterday that we don't have to like everyone but we do need to love everyone with His love. God loves everyone and we need to follow His example. His love is for all not just a select few. His grace and mercy are available to all who will accept it not just some. I will admit I would much rather be around positive, upbeat people than to be around negative ones but I must remember God loves the negative ones too. I believe He puts negative people in our path for a few reasons. One is for us to love them. Secondly, He puts them in our path so we will see how not to be. Thirdly, they are put there to challenge us to be the people He has called us to be. Will we cave to being negative ourselves or will we stand firm in our faith and allow Him to work in and through us? Will we give into the enemy or not? As I start another day I pray for His strength to be the godly woman He has put me on this earth to be. I pray when opportunities come before me to love people I will embrace them. The desire of my heart is to make Him proud of me. I know I mess up at times but that is no surprise to Him. I know I miss opportunities put before me but once again that is no surprise to Him. I know He loves me and that is all that matters. When I feel down, He is there encouraging me which I am very grateful for. He encourages me through people, nature, music, Scripture, etc. Barnabas wes a great encouragement to Paul and others in the Bible. His purpose in life was to encourage people. We need to follow His example. Instead of tearing people down with our words we need to speak life over them. When we see people going through tough times, we need to ask God how we can encourage them. The more we focus on others the less we will think about our own struggles. I am reminded this morning of a older song Point of Grace sings called "That's The Way It's Meant To Be"...

Every single heart needs a home
Everybody needs a touch of human kindness
It's no wonder we feel alone
'cause all in all we need each othercDear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for the opportunities You gave me to love on people with Your love! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May people see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I praise You for Baby Riley getting released from the hospital! I continue to pray for many going through difficult days. Andy and his family with Katelyn's situation; Kaye and her family; Rachael; my Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; Ashley Foor; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Katelyn; Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; Susan; and a dear friend awaiting an oncologist appointment. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam; Darryle and his family; and Janis' mother, I praise You for continued reconciliation for a father and his prodigal daughter. I pray for Melinda and Todd with all they are going through. Thank You for being My Encourager! Amen.

Philippians 4:13 - "Fill My Cup"

Life is like a roller coaster ride at times. I don't like the ups and downs, turns and twists, etc. roller coasters hold. When life becomes like a roller coaster, we have a choice to make. We can embrace the ride or we can fight it. When we embrace it, we do it with God's strength. When we fight it, it gives thie enemy an open door into our life. Some people enjoy roller coasters and seem to thrive in such times in life when life is in turmoil. Others manipulate their circumstances to make things happen as they desire. The most important aspect of being in such situations is to lean into God's strength. Paul's words in Philippians 4:13 are ones God gave me twenty-nine years ago at the time of the MS diagnosis. I thought they were for physical strength since my body was not able to function normally but soon found God means not only physical but mental, emotional, financial, and most of all spiritual strength. Paul was imprisoned many times in his life on this earth yet he continued to allow God to direct him. We need to do the same. Imprisonment does not just happen in a physical sense. People can imprison us through emotional bondage they put upon us. Circumstances imprison us such as unwise financial decisions we make. The enemy uses whatever he can to destroy us. God desires to be with us every step of the way in life. He desires to see us on the mountaintops and walk with us in the valleys. He desires to see us lean into His strength to not just get through the 'tough' days of life but to glorify Him through them. He wants to fill us up with more of Him so we do not have to do life on our own strength. I am reminded this morning of a song Andrew Ripp sings called "Fill My Cup"...

Fill my cup, Lord
Run it over
Give me love, give me joy, give me peace
Fill my cup, Lord
Run it over
I am your child in need
Lord, I need you to fill my cup

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for safe travels! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May people see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray Your peace and strength over many going through difficult days. Andy and his family with Katelyn's situation; Kaye and her family; Rachael; my Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Rhonda; Mike; Norma Hall; Sharon Sebolt and her parents; some young ladies with anxiety; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; Mary Lilley; a husband/father separated from his wife; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Amber; Ashley Foor; families in turmoil; Gay and Doug; Sherry; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments...Katelyn; Chrissy's cousin; Shirley Jones; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Little Ivy; Little Judson; Little Roselynn; a young girl in our community; a lady whose breast cancer has returned; a lady diagnosed with stage two breast cancer; a lady diagnosed with throat cancer; Sue Danhoff's husband Harv; Michele with breast cancer; Susan; and a dear friend awaiting an oncologist appointment. I pray for: the Long Family, Becky, Russ, a couple contemplating divorce and another couple having serious issues. Thank You for continued healing for: Pastor Tommy and Pam; Darryle and his family; and Janis' mother, I praise You for continued reconciliation for a father and his prodigal daughter. I pray for Melinda and Todd with all they are going through. Thank You for being My Strength! Amen.