Psalm 8 - "Not Today"

The Lord took me to Psalm 8 this morning. After reading it in different translations I settled in with the New Living Translation. This Psalm reminds me of being a little girl on the farm and laying in the grass watching the airplanes in the sky. There weren't many and the ones that were there were small since the Orrville airport was small. But I remember day dreaming about someday going up in a plane. I remember wondering if I would be scared or not if I ever had the opportunity to fly. I have never flown in a small plane but several times in jets. I remember the first time I flew it was to travel for a business trip for Smucker's. I was a bit apprehensive but soon realized I love to fly. It is so nice to get somewhere so fast but flying does have drawbacks. An example is this picture I took last summer in West Virginia. If I would have flown for my trip to Ohio, I would have missed out on the beauty of God's creation. This picture was taken as the sun was setting. Not only is it a beautiful piece of His creation but it also makes me think about how He watches over us. In Psalm 8 David ponders upon God's creation as he looked into the sky. I am sure he had plenty of opportunities to do so as he shepherd his sheep. His pondering brought about the words of Psalm 8 to make us think about what God, the Creator, has done for us. Verse two reminds me to praise Him no matter what happens. The enemy does not like when we praise God and will fight us. We must remember God always wins! When I was awake during the night, the words to "Not Today" was going through my mind...

I'll sing the night into the morning
I'll sing the fear into Your praise
I'll sing my soul into Your presence
Whenever I say Your name
Let the devil know not today

Yes! God always wins! There is nothing the devil can throw in our path that is greater than God! It was written of this song:

We’ve been thinking about it a lot: we give way too much credit to the devil for a lot of things, and as Christians, as people who believe in God and trust that He has all authority and is above all things, we have the right to say ‘not today’. So if you’re facing something, tell the devil ‘no, not today’. It’s a fun song, but there’s a strong theme behind it. It’s a reminder of what we actually should be living.

Woo hoo! Yes! Praise His Holy Name! We do not have to live in the 'junk' of this world but instead can stand in the promises of God. Yes, 'junk' will happen but we do not have to wallow in it. Enemies will try to tear us down but they won't win unless we allow them. We must stand in God's love and not allow the enemy an open door to walk through in our life. Discouragement, fear, hurtful words, etc. all come from the enemy. God speaks life into us. We all have the choice to make as to whether we will live for the Lord or allow the enemy control.

Dear Jesus,

Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! I refuse to fear flying in this yucky weather but will stand in the promise of II Timothy 1:7. Thank You Jesus for being in control over every aspect of my life. Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with Yourself. May I not miss any opportunity You give me to love with Your love today. Thank You for the time I had with two of my 'bonus' grand babies yesterday! Thank You for Bible study last night and getting to see Glenda and Rogera! You bless me in abundance and for that I am thankful. I pray for many going through difficult days. Some physically...some emotionally... some financially. No matter what I pray Your peace over all. My Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Mike; Norma Hall; Little Jensen who needs a heart; Sharon Sebolt and her Momma Shirley; Serena and her husband; some young ladies with anxiety; a man in rehab for anger issues; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; a husband/father separated from his wife; Pastor Sam; Mary Lilley; Preacher Bill Watts; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Timmy; Amber; families in turmoil; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments... Doug and Gay; Patty's daughter Tracy; Sharon's daughter Ashley and niece Amy; Chrissy's cousins; Debbie's husband Kelly; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Patti Perkins; Tammie; Betty's friend in New York; Clay's friend; my friend diagnosed with mesothelioma; Dorothy's grandson; Little Ivy; and my friend who has upcoming radiation treatments. I pray for: Jonathan whose mother was diagnosed with a brain tumor, the Long Family, Baby Henry, June, and Christina and her family. I pray for all our military and their families to lean into Your strength. I pray for Larry Amstutz to have open doors as he seeks new employment. Lord, continue to be with Anna, Michael, Matt, and myself with 'tough' days without my Rickey with us. Thank You for being with me as I drove up route 57 yesterday and the memories came flooding back! Sometimes it is hard to comprehend he is no longer with us. Thank You for being My Devil Stomper! Amen.

Hebrews 13:8 - "Same God"

God woke me with the words to the "Same God" on my heart. I am so thankful God is the same no matter what. He does not change even when I change. He never turns away from me no matter what. What a blessing He is in my life! These words speak volumes to me...

You're a God of grace and empathy
You know how it feels to cry
'Cause You lived a human life
You're not afraid of anything
Even darkness is a light
There's no reason I should hide

All my doubts, all my questions
In every fear I have about what might happen

You're the same God
You're with me in the middle of it all, God
You're catching every tear as it falls
I know You'll never change
Even when I'm feeling far away
You love me the same, God

I love the explanation of this song...

“Same God” has a clear message. “This song, that came out of a Zoom call, is a cry from a heart that is broken, a person who doesn’t have it all together, a Christian who still has doubts and fears,” said Kerr. “But most importantly, this song is about God, who loves us and reminds us of the truth when we need it the most. He’s the same God, and He loves us no matter what!”

Praise His Holy Name for the knowledge we have of His love by reading His Word, living in His presence, and allowing Him to live in us. I had two occasions yesterday to talk about my life and both times I said I was living the good life. As I think about that statement I realize the 'good life' is lived when God is in the middle of it. I could be living in South Carolina in the beautiful weather and be OK but it is because of allowing Him to be everything in my life that makes it so good. Yes I miss family and friends but God gets me through the hurting times. He puts people around me to love on me. He gives me people in my life who support me. I also know of many all over the country who pray for me. I am not living a life that cannot be lived by everyone. All it takes is giving oneself completely to God and watching what He will do in your life. I am excited for the days ahead to see where He will take me, what He will do in my life, who He will bring into my life, and most of all how He will be glorified in my life.

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the reminder from this song and Scripture that You are the "Same God" every day of my life! Thank You for all of the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for my visits with Debbie, Val, Debbie, Cathy, Sank, and Melanie! Thank You for Rollie who came when the car wouldn't start and for my zoom call with Tony, Brent, and Gary last night! Thank You for warmer weather today! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with Yourself. May people see/hear You through me. I pray for peace in many going through difficult days. My Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Mike; Norma Hall; Little Jensen who needs a heart; Sharon Sebolt and her Momma Shirley; Serena and her husband; some young ladies with anxiety; a man in rehab for anger issues; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; a husband/father separated from his wife; Pastor Sam; Mary Lilley; Preacher Bill Watts; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Timmy; Amber; families in turmoil; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments... Doug and Gay; Patty's daughter Tracy; Sharon's daughter Ashley and niece Amy; Chrissy's cousins; Debbie's husband Kelly; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Patti Perkins; Tammie; Betty's friend in New York; Clay's friend; my friend diagnosed with mesothelioma; Dorothy's grandson; Little Ivy; and my friend who has upcoming radiation treatments. I pray for: Jonathan whose mother was diagnosed with a brain tumor, the Long Family, Baby Henry, and Christina and her family. I pray for all our military and their families to lean into Your strength. I pray for Larry Amstutz to have open doors as he seeks new employment. Lord, continue to be with Anna, Michael, Matt, and myself with 'tough' days without my Rickey with us. Once again last night as I made dinner I thought of the times I made the same meal for him when we were together. There are so many memories to reflect upon and for that I am grateful. Thank You for being My Same God Yesterday, Today, and Forever! Amen.

Romans 8 - "Heart of the Father"

I woke up with the song "Heart of the Father" going through my mind. This song reminds me of my Heavenly Father's love for me. He loves me so much that He sacrificed His Only Son so I could live. Woo hoo! I love Him so much and am so thankful for all He means to me. i am thankful for the way He speaks to me and allows me to live the life I am living for Him. I am thankful for the knowledge that His love is greater than anything I ever go through. I long to be in relationship with Him. I desire to please Him as I live a life of obedience to His will. I love Paul's words in Romans 8 about how our relationship with our Abba Father. When we live in relationship with Him, we have promises such as found in verse twenty-eight. And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who[i] have been called according to his purpose. Woo hoo! We also have the promise of His love for eternity found in verse thirty-eight. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Woo hoo! What a blessing His Word is to all who read it. He reveals His love to us through His Word, music, people, etc. He speaks and desires us to not only hear Him but to listen and walk in obedience to what He desires of us. When we allow Him to be Who He desires to be in our life, we will be who He desires us to be. 

Jesus, Your name is power
It's breath and living water
And Your Spirit guides me
To the heart of the Father

Let your praise ring louder everyday and every hour
'Cause Your Spirit guides me
To the heart of the Father

Dear Jesus, Thank You for this song and Scripture that is full of Your love! Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for Momma's appointment going well! You are such a good Father as You bless me in abundance every day. Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May people see/hear You through my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. Lord, whatever lies ahead in this day is nothing You and I can't handle. I pray You will keep my focus on You so I do not miss any opportunity to love with Your love. Thank You for my relationship with my earthly Daddy which makes it easy to accept Your love! I miss his morning phone calls and hearing him say, "Sheila Babe" but I am thankful I will see him again some day. Lord, empower all to live in Your presence. Empower me to share Your love so people will desire to live in such a manner. I pray for many going through difficult days to draw closer to You. My Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Tony and Madeline; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Mike; Norma Hall; Little Jensen who needs a heart; Sharon Sebolt and her Momma Shirley; Serena and her husband; some young ladies with anxiety; a man in rehab for anger issues; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; a husband/father separated from his wife; Pastor Sam; Mary Lilley; Preacher Bill Watts; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Timmy; Amber; families in turmoil; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments... Doug and Gay; Patty's daughter Tracy; Sharon's daughter Ashley and niece Amy; Chrissy's cousins; Debbie's husband Kelly; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Patti Perkins; Tammie; Betty's friend in New York; Clay's friend; my friend diagnosed with mesothelioma; Dorothy's grandson; Little Ivy; and my friend who has upcoming radiation treatments. I pray for: Jonathan whose mother was diagnosed with a brain tumor, the Long Family, Baby Henry, and Christina and her family. I pray for all our military and their families to lean into Your strength. Lord, continue to be with Anna, Michael, Matt, and myself with 'tough' days without my Rickey with us. You are amazing with bringing memories to my mind like last night's dinner that he loved me to make and the way he loved my Momma. Thank You for my short time with him and for the memories made! Thank You for giving me his children and grand babies as my bonus family! Thank You for being My Abba Father! Amen.

Psalm 64 - "Praise You In This Storm"

God woke me with the direction to read and ponder on Psalm 64. I read it in different versions to get what He desired me to receive from it. The last verse in The Message reads: Good-hearted people, make praise your habit. Yesterday as my flight kept getting delayed I had a choice to make. I could either get crabby or I could find reasons to praise God through the situation. I asked God what He wanted me to accomplish as I waited. I had my laptop so I could get a lot done but that was not His plan. I watched for opportunities to share His love with people. One older gentleman was alone. The seats were full with one beside me open and I offered for him to sit there. He shared with me how proud he was for his son retiring from the Air Force after twenty years of service. He loved to talked and I loved to listen. Many probably would have shunned him due to his shabby clothing and needing a bath. God told me to listen to him and I did. He seemed so lonely. I thought about praying with him but God told me to pray for him so I did. This man is one I will probably never see again on this earth but I pray I see him in heaven. If I would have been crabby about the situation, I would have missed out on putting a smile on a lonely man's face. Isn't that the way many days go? We get so caught up in life that we miss putting smiles on people's faces? We miss praising God when life doesn't go as planned? I need to get better at praising Him no matter what is happening. I had a friend share with me yesterday that she would have given up and gone back home in my situation. I know God has a plan no matter what happens. I also know He will direct me to do as He desires. I shared in yesterday's sermon the importance of not only hearing from God but walking in obedience to Him. I know it is hard when going through a 'storm' in life to not be focused on the 'storm' itself. I have lived through some pretty nasty 'storms' yet I am still here striving to live for God. He empowers and enlightens me through the 'storms' as I allow Him. I am reminded of the song "Praise You In The Storm" this morning...

And I'll praise you in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For you are who you are
No matter where I am

And every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise you in this storm

Spurgeon wrote of Psalm 64:10, “Their observation of providence shall increase their faith; since he who fulfils his threatenings will not forget his promises.” I know my faith grows deeper with every 'storm' that comes my way.

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday with our time around the altar! Thank You for loving me so greatly that You give me the privilege to pastor! Thank You for reminding me to praise You no matter what happens in life! Cleanse me so you can fill me. May Your words, actions, attitude, and thoughts shine brightly through me. I pray peace over many going through 'tough' days. May they realize peace can happen in the midst of the 'storms' of life. My Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Tony and Madeline; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Mike; Norma Hall; Little Jensen who needs a heart; Sharon Sebolt and her Momma Shirley; Serena and her husband; some young ladies with anxiety; a man in rehab for anger issues; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; a husband/father separated from his wife; Pastor Sam; Mary Lilley; Preacher Bill Watts; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Timmy; Amber; families in turmoil; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments... Doug and Gay; Patty's daughter Tracy; Sharon's daughter Ashley and niece Amy; Chrissy's cousins; Debbie's husband Kelly; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Patti Perkins; Tammie; Betty's friend in New York; Clay's friend; my friend diagnosed with mesothelioma; Dorothy's grandson; Little Ivy; and my friend who has upcoming radiation treatments. I pray for: Jonathan whose mother was diagnosed with a brain tumor, the Long Family, Baby Henry, and Christina and her family. I pray for all our military and their families to lean into Your strength. Lord, continue to be with Anna, Michael, Matt, and myself with 'tough' days without my Rickey with us. Yesterday You brought so many memories of him to my mind as I sat at the airport. I am so thankful for the time You gave me with him. What a blessing I have in the memories we made together. Thank You for being My Storm Calmer! Amen. 

Matthew 28:18-20 - "The Commission"

A song Cain sings called "The Commission" was on my mind throughout the night as I prayed for pastors and again this morning. The song is written from Jesus' perspective and is based on the Great Commission found in Matthew 28:18-20. Madison Cain Johnson wrote of the song: Written from the point of view of Jesus, the song paints a picture of our Savior’s humanity and the bitter-sweet feelings He must have felt as He said goodbye to His followers on Earth before returning to Heaven.

Go tell the world about Me
I was dead, but now I live
I’ve gotta go now
For a little while
But goodbye is not the end

Praise God for the knowledge this world is not the end of our story just as it was not the end of Jesus' story. When we live for Him on this earth, we will live with Him for eternity. Woo hoo! The Great Commission is not just for pastors. It is for all believers. God expects all of us to love with His love so others will desire to live for Him. He expects all to share His Word so others will know about Him. He expects all to live a life seeking Him so we can know what He desires of us. Plain and simple. He expects. Sometimes we feel like His expectations are more than we can fulfill but when we allow Him to empower us with the Holy Spirit we can do whatever He desires of us. 

Dear Jesus,

I prayed before going to bed, during the night, and again this morning for pastors who will be in the pulpit today to share what You desire. I also prayed for all believers to get better at sharing Your love so more people will desire to live with You. Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. Empower me to be the godly lady You so desire. Thank You for such a great day yesterday with the blessings of Clay and his men, Jack, and Jeff working at the church! Thank You for the blessing of the free dress at Belk, my time at the vendor events, and my walk at The Sands! I am so grateful for the way You bless me in abundance. Thank You for the peace You give as I once again find myself single. Thank You for giving peace to many going through difficult days! My Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Tony and Madeline; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Mike; Norma Hall; Little Jensen who needs a heart; Sharon Sebolt and her Momma Shirley; Serena and her husband; some young ladies with anxiety; a man in rehab for anger issues; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; a husband/father separated from his wife; Pastor Sam; Mary Lilley; Preacher Bill Watts; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Timmy; Amber; families in turmoil; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments... Doug and Gay; Patty's daughter Tracy; Sharon's daughter Ashley and niece Amy; Chrissy's cousins; Debbie's husband Kelly; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Patti Perkins; Tammie; Betty's friend in New York; Clay's friend; my friend diagnosed with mesothelioma; Dorothy's grandson; Little Ivy; and my friend who has upcoming radiation treatments. I pray for: Jonathan whose mother was diagnosed with a brain tumor, the Long Family, Baby Henry, and Christina and her family. I pray for all our military and their families to lean into Your strength. Lord, continue to be with Anna, Michael, Matt, and myself with 'tough' days without my Rickey with us. Yesterday was bittersweet as I did things he and I used to do when he was in South Carolina. Thank You for precious memories! Thank You for being My Eternity! Amen. 

Psalm 33:3 - "New Day"

The Lord woke me at 3:33AM with the direction to read Psalm 33:3. I love the way He speaks to me and the way He uses His Word to speak to me. This Psalm is one David wrote to show us we need to praise God. Boyce wrote, “‘New song’ simply means that every praise song should emerge from a fresh awareness of God’s grace.” Praise His Holy Name! Today is a new day. There will be opportunities to praise Him throughout the day as I seek His will, wisdom, and peace for my life. Henry wrote of this Psalm: 

Holy joy is the heart and soul of praise, and that is here pressed upon the righteous. Thankful praise is the breath and language of holy joy. Religious songs are proper expressions of thankful praise. Every endowment we possess, should be employed with all our skill and earnestness in God's service. His promises are all wise and good. His word is right, and therefore we are only in the right when we agree with it. His works are all done in truth.

I desire to experience 'holy joy' and as I do I will praise Him. I desire to be thankful for what is ahead in this day whether it be good or tough to get through. I desire to allow Him to be Who He desires to be in my life so I can be who He desires of me. Plain and simple. I desire Him. I am not sure what He has in store for me with a 'new song' but I know He is with me every step of the way. I am excited to be where I am in my relationship with Him and am ready for whatever He puts before me. I am reminded of the words to a song Danny Gokey sings called "New Day"...

This is a new day
Everything bursting with hope
Coming alive this moment, moment 

Dear Jesus,

Thank You for Andrew working on projects at the house yesterday and for the rest of the day being a time of rest! Thank You for another day of life! Cleanse me so You can fill me with Yourself. May Your words, actions, attitude, and thoughts be found in me by all who see/hear me. I pray Your peace over many going through 'tough' times. My Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Tony and Madeline; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Mike; Norma Hall; Little Jensen who needs a heart; Sharon Sebolt and her Momma Shirley; Serena and her husband; some young ladies with anxiety; a man in rehab for anger issues; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; a husband/father separated from his wife; Pastor Sam; Mary Lilley; Preacher Bill Watts; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Timmy; Amber; families in turmoil; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments... Doug and Gay; Patty's daughter Tracy; Sharon's daughter Ashley and niece Amy; Chrissy's cousins; Debbie's husband Kelly; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Patti Perkins; Tammie; Betty's friend in New York; Clay's friend; my friend diagnosed with mesothelioma; Dorothy's grandson; Little Ivy; and my friend who has upcoming radiation treatments. I pray for: Jonathan whose mother was diagnosed with a brain tumor, the Long Family, Baby Henry, and Christina and her family. I pray for all our military and their families to lean into Your strength. Lord, continue to be with Anna, Michael, Matt, and myself with 'tough' days without my Rickey with us. May the memories be greater than the hurts. Thank You for being My New Song! Amen.

Mark 14 - "Thy Will"

The Lord took me to Mark 14 this morning. The part of Jesus taking His disciples and going to the Garden to pray always stirs great emotions in my soul. I know God knows all but in the human aspect Jesus having to endure His disciples not supporting Him hurts my heart. I know what it feels like when people hurt me and the hurt I feel does not even come close to what Jesus dealt with. He is my example of how I need to live every day I have on this earth. I need to pray for His will and not my own to be fulfilled. When I live in His presence seeking Him, the desire of my heart will be for His will for my life. The more I seek to live a life pleasing to Him the more I will desire such a life. We can always look around and see people with greater issues in life, rockier relationships, etc. We also can look around and see God working in and through our lives. The ‘whys?’ or the ‘what ifs…’ may never be answered but we still can have His peace in the midst of the storms of life. I am reminded of the song “Thy Will" that Hilary Scott sings...

I know You’re good
But this don’t feel good right now
And I know You think
Of things I could never think about
It’s hard to count it all joy
Distracted by the noise
Just trying to make sense
Of all Your promises
Sometimes I gotta stop
Remember that You’re God
And I am not
So
Thy will be done

Praise His Holy Name for being our Role Model. I am so thankful for Jesus' story interwoven in Scripture for us to learn from. I am thankful for the way He loved His Heavenly Father to the point of doing everything He desired. Living the life He did as a human on this earth encourages me greatly. Guzik wrote about this verse: Not what I will, but what You will: Some criticize this kind of prayer in the mouth of a Christian, saying it is a prayer that lacks faith. But to pray not what I will, but what You will is a prayer of great faith and trust in God. I desire to live with great faith in Him and trust Him with my whole life. Woo hoo!

Dear Jesus,

Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for Laurie leading our Women Helping Women's group! What a blessing this group is to me! Lord, I don't know why I could not go to sleep but I do know I need Your strength and wisdom to not just get through today but to glorify You through it. Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with You. May people see/hear You in my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray for favorable results with my Momma's X-rays. I also pray for her and others to have Your peace. My sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Tony and Madeline; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Mike; Norma Hall; Little Jensen who needs a heart; Sharon Sebolt and her Momma Shirley; Serena and her husband; some young ladies with anxiety; a man in rehab for anger issues; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; a husband/father separated from his wife; Pastor Sam; Mary Lilley; Preacher Bill Watts; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Timmy; Amber; families in turmoil; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments... Doug and Gay; Patty's daughter Tracy; Sharon's daughter Ashley and niece Amy; Chrissy's cousins; Debbie's husband Kelly; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Patti Perkins; Tammie; Betty's friend in New York; Clay's friend; my friend diagnosed with mesothelioma; Dorothy's grandson; Little Ivy; and my friend who has upcoming radiation treatments. I pray for: Jonathan whose mother was diagnosed with a brain tumor, the Long Family, Baby Henry, and Christina and her family. I pray for all our military and their families to lean into Your strength. Lord, continue to be with Anna, Michael, Matt, and myself with 'tough' days when we miss my Rickey so greatly. What a blessing You gave me with them in my life! Thank You for being My Role Model! Amen.

Psalm 67 - "The Blessing"

God directed me to read Psalm 67 this morning. It is a great reminder to praise Him for all He does and is in my life. It reminds me when I praise Him, I bless Him. Last night in Bible study we talked about the importance of sharing Him with others. Verse two in The Passion Translation reads: Send us out all over the world so that everyone everywhere will discover your ways and know who You are and see Your power to save. Yes! It should be all believers goal in life to share His love so others will realize His saving grace. I personally want others to experience His love so they can have what I have. His love. His empowerment. His peace. He blesses me in abundance every day. Yesterday was an 'off' day where there was not anything wrong yet I felt crabby. It is on such days I need to dig in deeper to Him. If I don't, the enemy will get a foothold. God blessed me with rest yesterday. He blessed me with a great time last night with my church family. He blessed me with my friend Tim going and spending time with my Momma last night during the storms. Plain and simple. He blessed me. I know I didn't deserve it with the attitude I had throughout the day but He still blessed me. Verse seven reads, And the blessings keep coming! All the ends of the earth will give Him the honor He desires and be in awe of Him! Oh how I pray for more people to realize Him in their life. I pray for more people to accept Him into their heart and for those who already have to go deeper in relationship with Him. I have the song "The Blessing" going through my mind this morning...

The Lord bless you
And keep you
Make His face shine upon you
And be gracious to you
The Lord turn His
Face toward you
And give you peace

Dear Jesus,

Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Father, go before me with Marion and give me what I need to get PT accomplished with her today. Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with You. May my thoughts, attitude, words, and actions be Yours. I pray for blessings with getting my new phone set-up. I pray Your wisdom with all on the calendar and Your peace over every aspect of my day ahead. I pray Your peace over: My Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Tony and Madeline; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Mike; Norma Hall; Little Jensen who needs a heart; Sharon Sebolt and her Momma Shirley; Serena and her husband; some young ladies with anxiety; a man in rehab for anger issues; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; a husband/father separated from his wife; Pastor Sam; Mary Lilley; Preacher Bill Watts; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Timmy; David Faber; Amber; families in turmoil; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments... Doug and Gay; Patty's daughter Tracy; Sharon's daughter Ashley and niece Amy; Chrissy's cousins; Debbie's husband Kelly; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Patti Perkins; Tammie; Betty's friend in New York; Clay's friend;  my friend diagnosed with mesothelioma; Dorothy's grandson; Little Ivy; and my friend who has upcoming radiation treatments. I pray for: Jonathan whose mother was diagnosed with a brain tumor, the Long Family, Baby Henry, and Christina and her family. I praise You for Judy's great grand child being released from the hospital! I pray for all our military and their families to lean into Your strength. Lord, continue to be with Anna, Michael, Matt, and myself with 'tough' days when we miss my Rickey so greatly. This picture was taken on a day of blessings with a picnic in the park at Savannah. What a blessing You gave me in him! Thank You for being My Blessing Maker! Amen.

Psalm 13 - "Goodness of God"

I will always treasure the day this picture was taken. My Rickey and I were down town at the waterfront enjoying life. I fell asleep in the swing and woke up to this view. What a gorgeous day in God's nature to share with him. Oh how I miss his laughter, hearing his voice, holding hands as we walked, etc. But I am so thankful for the short time we had together. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt he felt loved not only by me but most importantly by God. The Lord directed me to Psalm 13 this morning. David asks, How long, Lord? in verse one. The short Psalm is full of David's complaints. Verse two speaks of having sorrow in my heart. When we lose someone we love and then lose a second someone we love, life can be overwhelming. Verse five and six are the key to living after losing loved ones. 

But I trust in your unfailing love;
    my heart rejoices in your salvation.
6 I will sing the Lord’s praise,
    for He has been good to me.

Trusting God is a must in my life. If I do not trust Him, I cannot rejoice in Him. If I do not allow Him to be Who He desires to be in my life, I cannot be who He desires me to be. I am reminded this morning of the song "Goodness of God" and so thankful I can sing it with great meaning.

I love You, Lord
Oh Your mercy never fails me
All my days, I've been held in Your hands
From the moment that I wake up
Until I lay my head
Oh, I will sing of the goodness of God

Cause all my life You have been faithful
And all my life You have been so, so good
With every breath that I am able
Oh, I will sing of the goodness of God

Dear Jesus,

Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for loving me so greatly and always being here for me! Thank You for the memories I have of time spent with my Rickey! What a treasure You gave me in him! Lord, continue to be with Anna, Michael, Matt, and myself as we continue on this journey without him with us. Heal the hurts not only in our lives but in many who have lost loved ones. Lord, cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May people see/hear You instead of me throughout this day. I pray peace over many going through 'tough' days. My Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Tony and Madeline; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Mike; Norma Hall; Little Jensen who needs a heart; Sharon Sebolt and her Momma Shirley; Serena and her husband; some young ladies with anxiety; a man in rehab for anger issues; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; a husband/father separated from his wife; Pastor Sam; Mary Lilley; Preacher Bill Watts; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Timmy; David Faber; Amber; families in turmoil; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments... Doug and Gay; Patty's daughter Tracy; Sharon's daughter Ashley and niece Amy; Chrissy's cousins; Debbie's husband Kelly; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Patti Perkins; Tammie; Betty's friend in New York'; my friend diagnosed with mesothelioma; Dorothy's grandson; Little Ivy; and my friend who has upcoming radiation treatments. I pray for: Jonathan whose mother was diagnosed with a brain tumor, the Long Family, Baby Henry, Judy's great grand child, and Christina and her family, I pray for all our military and their families to lean into Your strength. Thank You for being My Goodness! Amen.

Acts 28; Romans 8:28 - "The Commission"

I finished reading the book of Acts again yesterday. The very last verse spoke volumes to me. I read it in different versions to get the 'just' of it better. It is about Paul's life in Rome when he was waiting as a prisoner to be sentenced. Acts 28:31 reads:

With great confidence and with no hindrance, he proclaimed the kingdom of God and taught about the ultimate authority—the Lord Jesus, God’s Anointed, the Liberating King. (VOICE)

He proclaimed the kingdom of God and taught about the Lord Jesus Christ—with all boldness and without hindrance! (NIV)

...boldly proclaiming the Kingdom of God and teaching about the Lord Jesus Christ. And no one tried to stop him. (NLT)

I desire to be like Paul. I do not want anything between the Lord and I. When I live in this manner, I will not only hear Him but I will walk in obedience to Him. This way of living allows Him to be Who He desires to be in my life so I can be who He desires me to be. What flows out of my life will be full of His love, wisdom, peace, etc. I am always amazed to read Paul's stories of all he went through yet was faithful to God. If he would not have been faithful, much of what we read in the New Testament today would not be there. If he were not faithful to God, we would not have such a great role model to follow. There was a major theme as I read back through my notes on the book of Acts. I desire to be like Paul and live with a great faith. Gruzik wrote: Trusting in Jesus, relying on the power of the Holy Spirit and the guidance of the Father, the word of God will continue to spread without hindrance and continue to change lives for the glory of God. The Book of Acts really is a never-ending story. As I trust Him and rely on the empowerment of the Holy Spirit He will use me to be an instrument for Him. Praise His Holy Name! Once again this morning He reminded me of the words of Romans 8:28 which encourage me greatly. He also reminded me of the words of the song "The Commission" by Cain...

Go tell the world about me
I was dead but now I live
I've gotta go now for a little while
But goodbye is not the end

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the book of Acts and for Paul's life that shows us how to trust You! Thank You for this song that encourages me to not give up doing what You have called me to do! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May You ooze out of my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts in a mighty way. May people see/hear You and not me.  I pray Your peace for: my Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Tony and Madeline; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Mike; Norma Hall; Little Jensen who needs a heart; Sharon Sebolt and her Momma Shirley; Serena and her husband; some young ladies with anxiety; a man in rehab for anger issues; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; a husband/father separated from his wife; Pastor Sam; Mary Lilley; Preacher Bill Watts; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Timmy; David Faber; Amber; Julie from ankle surgery; families in turmoil; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments... Doug and Gay; Patty's daughter Tracy; Sharon's daughter Ashley and niece Amy; Chrissy's cousins; Debbie's husband Kelly; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Patti Perkins; Tammie; Betty's friend in New York'; my friend diagnosed with mesothelioma; Dorothy's grandson; Little Ivy; and my friend who receives biopsy results today. I pray for: Jonathan whose mother was diagnosed with a brain tumor, the Long Family, Baby Henry, Judy's great grand child, and Christina and her family, I pray for all our military and their families to lean into Your strength. Lord, continue to be with Anna, Michael, Matt, and myself as we continue to adjust to life without my Rickey. Yesterday was one of 'those' days where it seemed like every time I turned around there was a memory. I am thankful for the memories I have and pray the hurt will lessen with time. Thank You for being My Confidence! Amen.

Isaiah 64:8 - "Change My Heart"

I had a conversation with a friend this morning that immediately brought the words of "Change My Heart Oh God" to my mind. I don't know what God wants her or I to gain from this song but I definitely know it was from Him. 

You are the potter
I am the clay
Mold me and make me
This is what I pray

This is what we all need to do. We need to allow God to 'mold' us into who He desires us to be. Sometimes that means we have to take a step back and reevaluate life. I know myself I have had to stop and do this from time to time. Sometimes the world starts to creep into our thinking and God needs us to get back on track. There have been times when I have allowed my past to take over my future. The hurts of days gone by start to make me bitter and twist my thinking. No matter what is going on God needs us all to allow Him to be Who He desires to be in our life so we will be who He desires us to be. I get a picture of an artist taking a lump of clay, putting it on the wheel, and making something beautiful. Sometimes that lump of clay becomes 'ugly' and the artist has to start over. Sometimes it needs water added to it to be pliable. When the artist is patient with their project and allows God to work through them, the finished product will be exactly what is desired. God is like that in our life. When we allow Him to work in and through us here on this earth, heaven will be our final home. Woo hoo! Sometimes that means we have to change our course and adjust to circumstances. Sometimes that means we have to take a good look at ourselves and fine tune our way of thinking to His way. Sometimes that means we must allow Him to love us fully so we can realize His love to the greatest depth. 'Sometimes' must always include seeking His will. 

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for the way You love on me so greatly! Lord, I want to be something beautiful for You. I pray I am pliable as the clay on a potter's wheel. Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. I pray for Chrissy who is having a procedure this morning to realize Your peace. I pray the same for: my Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Tony and Madeline; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Mike; Norma Hall; Little Jensen who needs a heart; Sharon Sebolt and her Momma Shirley; Serena and her husband; some young ladies with anxiety; a man in rehab for anger issues; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; a husband/father separated from his wife; Pastor Sam; Mary Lilley; Preacher Bill Watts; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Timmy; David Faber; Amber; Julie from ankle surgery; families in turmoil; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments... Doug and Gay; Patty's daughter Tracy; Sharon's daughter Ashley and niece Amy; Chrissy's cousins; Debbie's husband Kelly; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Patti Perkins; Tammie; Betty's friend in New York'; my friend diagnosed with mesothelioma; Dorothy's grandson; Little Ivy; and my friend who had a biopsy. I pray for: Jonathan whose mother was diagnosed with a brain tumor, the Long Family, Baby Henry, Judy's great grand child, and Christina and her family, I pray for all our military and their families to lean into Your strength. Lord, continue to be with Anna, Michael, Matt, and myself as we continue to adjust to life without my Rickey. Thank You for being My Potter! Amen.

Romans 8 - "For The Good"

God had me praying for pastors before falling asleep, during the night, and again this morning. He specifically had me pray for one who is resigning this morning. He reminded me that no matter what we go through in life He is with us as we allow Him. He also had a song Riley Clemons sings called "For The Good" going through my mind every time He had me praying. 

For the good, for the good
You work all things together
For the good, for the good
Your promise stands forever
You alone are my greatest hope
I trust You on the broken road
You work all things together like only You could
For the good

Sometimes we feel alone on the journey He has has on but He is always with us. Sometimes we feel like we cannot carry on but we must remember He never gave up and neither should we. Sometimes we feel like no one understands. That may be true of other humans but He always understands. He provides exactly what we need as we allow Him. He loves on us in ways people cannot. The desire of His heart is to be Who He desires in our lives so we can be who He desires. The only way to live in such a manner is found in Romans 8:5. It reads in the NIV: Those who live according to the flesh have their minds set on what the flesh desires; but those who live in accordance with the Spirit have their minds set on what the Spirit desires. 

Dear Jesus, Thank You for time with Rhonda, Chrissy, and Jerry to celebrate Doc's birthday! Thank You for the accomplishment of completing the book shelf project! Thank You for fulfilling Romans 8:28 in my life! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May You shine brightly through me in the day ahead. I pray the same for all pastors as they share what You have put on their heart. I pray for the pastor resigning this morning to feel Your presence. I pray the same for many going through 'tough' times. My Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Tony and Madeline; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Mike; Norma Hall; Little Jensen who needs a heart; Sharon Sebolt and her Momma Shirley; Serena and her husband; some young ladies with anxiety; a man in rehab for anger issues; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; a husband/father separated from his wife; Pastor Sam; Mary Lilley; Preacher Bill Watts; Owen; those with COVID either themselves or in their family; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Timmy; David Faber; Amber; Julie from ankle surgery; families in turmoil; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments... Doug and Gay; Patty's daughter Tracy; Sharon's daughter Ashley and niece Amy; Chrissy's cousins; Debbie's husband Kelly; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Patti Perkins; Tammie; Betty's friend in New York'; my friend diagnosed with mesothelioma; Dorothy's grandson; Little Ivy; and my friend who had biopsy. I pray for: Jonathan whose mother was diagnosed with a brain tumor, the Long Family, Baby Henry, and Christina and her family, I pray for all our military and their families to lean into Your strength. Lord, continue to be with Anna, Michael, Matt, and myself as some days are just harder than others without my Rickey. Thank You for being My Greatest Hope! Amen.

Lamentations 3:22-24 - "Promises"

The Lord was with me all night long in a mighty way. I went to bed at my normal time only to get back up and work on the book shelves some more. It was after midnight when I finally went back to bed. I was so, so tired but was happy to be almost done with the project. These projects are hard emotionally yet they are rewarding. I don't know if that makes sense or not. They are hard emotionally because of the things I read in Doc's journals, Bibles, etc. Reading notes inside the front of books and/or Bibles given to him by me and the boys brings on the tears. This morning the song "Promises" that Maverick City sings is on my mind...

Though the storms may come and the winds may blow
I'll remain steadfast
And let my heart learn, when You speak a word
It will come to pass

Great is Your faithfulness to me
Great is Your faithfulness to me
From the rising sun to the setting same, I will praise Your name
Great is Your faithfulness to me

When the seasons change
You remain the same

Yes! God Word promises me He will be with me through through the storms of life. He promises me He will always be with me no matter what season I find myself in. When I took this picture the other day, I thought about how this tree has new life on it. The season for growth is upon the tree. The same needs to be said for my life. I need to allow God to work in and through me so I can grow spiritually. I need to allow Him total control over every aspect of my life so He can be who He desires to be in my life. I need to be right with Him so I not only can hear Him but will have the desire to walk in obedience to Him. Woo hoo! I need to faithful to Him as He is faithful to me. Praise His Holy Name!

Dear Jesus, Thank You for the blessings of yesterday and the ones ahead today! Thank You for the work accomplished on the book shelves! Thank You for Lamentations 3:22-24 that encourage me to be who You desire! Thank You for the water hose issue being minor and for Trevor who looked at it! Thank You for the time with the ladies yesterday celebrating Nancy's birthday! Cleanse me so You can fill me with more of You. May You ooze out of my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts. I pray peace over many going through 'tough' days. My Momma; my sisters Linda, Sally, and Mary; my brother Richard; Ben and Colleen; Tony and Madeline; Pete and Delores; Steve; Cait; Mike; Norma Hall; Little Jensen who needs a heart; Sharon Sebolt and her Momma Shirley; Serena and her husband; some young ladies with anxiety; a man in rehab for anger issues; a young man out of rehab who needs strength in his daily walk; a husband/father separated from his wife; Pastor Sam; Mary Lilley; Preacher Bill Watts; Owen; those with COVID either themselves or in their family; Brooklyn; Kristen Batten; Timmy; Nada and her family; David Faber; Amber; Julie from ankle surgery; families in turmoil; and many others. I also pray healing prayers over many who are dealing with 'c' and/or going through treatments... Doug and Gay; Patty's daughter Tracy; Sharon's daughter Ashley and niece Amy; Chrissy's cousins; Debbie's husband Kelly; Cait's friend with leukemia; my pastor friend with daily chemo; Patti Perkins; Tammie as she has completed treatments; Betty's friend in New York'; my friend diagnosed with mesothelioma; Dorothy's grandson; Little Ivy; Elaine; and my friend who had biopsy. I pray for: Jonathan whose mother was diagnosed with a brain tumor, the Long Family, Baby Henry, and Christina and her family, I pray for all our military and their families to lean into Your strength. Lord, continue to be with Anna, Michael, Matt, and myself as we remember the good times we had with my Rickey. Some days are just harder than others with the memories, dreams, etc. Thank You for being My Promise Keeper! Amen.