From beginning to the end
You're so close
You have never let me down
And you won't
In the valley, in the shadow, I know
You're so close
You're so close
Though the mountains may be moved into the sea
Though the ground beneath might crumble and give way
I can hear my Father singing over me
"It's gonna be OK, it's gonna be OK"
It's gonna be OK, it's gonna be OK
I'm gonna be OK, I'm gonna be OK
The day Paul brought this song to me was one of the 'tough' days of my journey. I was feeling overwhelmed with all the business stuff after a death, the unknowns with the church building, and feeling very lonely. This song calmed my spirit in a mighty way. It gave me hope and encouraged me to keep on pushing through. Instead of questioning whether I could 'do life' in my new situation I went deeper in my faith knowing God is with me. Matthew Henry wrote of this Scripture:
God's own people, in a cloudy and dark day, may be tempted to make wrong conclusions about their spiritual state, and that of God's kingdom in the world. But we must not give way to such fears. Let faith answer them from the Scripture. The troubled fountain will work itself clear again; and the recollection of former times of joyful experience often raises a hope, tending to relief. Doubts and fears proceed from the want and weakness of faith. Despondency and distrust under affliction, are too often the infirmities of believers, and, as such, are to be thought upon by us with sorrow and shame. When, unbelief is working in us, we must thus suppress its risings.
Faith over fear. I do not have to fear the 'hows' or the 'whys' but instead can stand in the knowledge God is in control. I am reminded of my words in Sunday's sermon. God does not want us to have just great faith. He desires us to have greater faith. We all have a choice to make when the 'tough' days come. We can choose to give the enemy an open door and wallow around in pity and unbelief or we can stand in a greater faith knowing God is in control. I choose to stand in a greater faith.
Dear Jesus,
Thank You for the reminders of Psalm 77 and the song Into The Sea! Thank You for the day Mom and I had yesterday! Thank You for calming my spirit when life gets messy! Thank You for being in control even when life seems to be out of control! Thank You for friends like Pam who picked up groceries for my Momma! Thank You for another day of life ahead! Cleanse me so You can fill me to overflowing with more of You. May You ooze out of my words, actions, attitude, and thoughts today in a mighty way. Lord, I am living in expectation. I am expecting You to do great things through me. I pray people will come into relationship with You and those already in relationship with You go deeper in their faith through me. Lord, use me to be Your servant in the manner You so desire. Thank You for being My Faith Builder! Amen.
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